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i have to be the most unlucky person ever Explicit Content
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yea i definatetly am. every time something good starts happening something else happens and fucks it up. every time. either life just hates me or i really am the most unlucky person ever. i swear that if a tree had to
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walruskid on 2008-02-25 17:45:30
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found a computer in whistler
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im still in whistler right now. its lots of fun, but im overly tired all the time. i dont know why. probably just all the snowboarding and jet lag. anyway. its been alot of fun. the snowboarding is the greatest, and the mountain is HUGE. it sucks that im roaming here, because that really cool...
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Posted by:
walruskid on 2008-02-22 22:25:57
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leaving soon, then a bunch of random thoughts Explicit Content
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so tomorrow im leaving for whistler. it will definately be tons of fun. getting back in a week. um not much has happened since my last post. the day before valentines day me and nancy (i talked about her in the previous
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walruskid on 2008-02-16 23:42:44
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exercise is good
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so, not much has been going on lately. me and this one girl "nancy" have started talking more and are trying to find a time to hang out. shes really cool. me and nancy met through my immature, annoying ex from the previous post, so i guess she was good for something. still as bored as balls...
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Posted by:
walruskid on 2008-02-11 22:03:01
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this is why i was so angry Explicit Content
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so this is a conversation between me and my ex on AIM. all of my screenenames have been repalced with "me" and all of her screen names have been repalced with "her". also, anything in ( ) is someones
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Posted by:
walruskid on 2008-02-08 21:54:14
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AHHHHH!
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im going to explode with anger in about 5 min. i cant even say what im angry about because im too mad to type any more right now. maybe later.
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walruskid on 2008-02-07 19:02:56
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i cant controll it Explicit Content
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94275feeling somewhat better lately, but my desire to cut myself over and over becomes stronger every day. im in desperate need of smokes, and even more money is being wasted on cough meds now. discovered that delsym con
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walruskid on 2008-02-04 22:12:21
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what is "important"?
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so, health class today we did an activity where we had to write down 5 categories that we fit into, but that we also feel are important in defining us. everybody else put the expected responses like girl, student, jewish, athlete, black/white, etc. surely these are characteristics, but my...
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Posted by:
walruskid on 2008-01-30 17:54:47
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what happens when the world stops moving?
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so today was the first day back to school in a bit and it was the most boring day i have ever had in my life. i mean im usually pretty bored with school, but today was just like someone hit the pause button on life. or they rewound my life a week or so. everything i did was the exact same thing i...
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Posted by:
walruskid on 2008-01-24 18:00:02
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good old mary jane Explicit Content
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Well, I guess I'll start by saying something fairly interesting. I saw the movie "Cloverfield" the other day. It was pretty sweet I guess. Kind of a mix between "The Blair Which Project" and &
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Posted by:
walruskid on 2008-01-23 18:24:31
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Posted by:
walruskid on 2008-01-19 18:19:58
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another poem. hope you like it.
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Desert, Puddle, Ocean
Amphibious woman
wearing aqueous skin of
flawless beauty. I see
you alone in the
desert
choking on sand and
dehydrated. Let me
be your water, so you
can drink me in
through the pores...
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walruskid on 2008-01-18 13:42:52
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i stand as one and fall as one Explicit Content
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Why is it, that recently I have felt completly alone. The realization that I have no friends, and that even my parents hate me, doesn't help. The lack of a girlfriend hurts the worst though. I saw Juno today. What
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walruskid on 2008-01-15 16:10:05
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Why is everything so frustrating? Explicit Content
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It's true that there are cooler ways to die than by smoking, but at least smoking isn't considered suicide.
It's days like these that I wish I could dissapear. I got caught smoking earlier, so my family ha
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walruskid on 2008-01-12 17:05:00
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WTF is up with "god" Continued
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"Love thy neighbor"
Well here I am again, but in response to my previous post. I had planned to post something else, but I felt I would write about this, since I got a billion comments last time. I have decided to respond to some.
I wil give you three reasons...
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walruskid on 2008-01-10 11:01:34
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WTF is up with "god"?
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Ok, I don't mean to be discriminatory or offensive (that much) with what I say, but I think I am entitled to my own opninon, and you can have yours as long and you don't go around being annoying about it. so don't take what I say all that personally, because I will like you just the same as...
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walruskid on 2008-01-08 10:47:38
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really wanted to put a poem on here
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My mind is in hell
with the racist black
and rapist white
the red fox
who always speaks
with the voice of trees
Everyday my trees
beg for an escape from hell
but it is I who never speaks
with a face of black
and my...
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Posted by:
walruskid on 2008-01-06 14:15:08
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well this is just great
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Depression creates a hole so big, it seems like the world couldn't fill it.
I'm supposed to be writing a paper right now, but I don't care. School sucks any ways. Well I've been living with some major depression for only 3 or 4 years, but the last 2 have been the worst of all. One...
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walruskid on 2008-01-06 12:13:47
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