i didn't chat with him today. i think i should do again something different. i am always like this, i get bored with routine. i hate routines. they're always the same. i gave up one routine just to start a new one. and i hate it. i want each day to be different. i want to do things that i've never done before. but how can i do that? here i am, in my room, waiting for the right time to get out. i do not get out that much. i have to take care of my baby. i have nowhere to go. i don't want to spend money. the only thing that makes difference to each day here inside the house is that i get to know someone online. i find it pathetic , funny and boring. but i have to strengthen my relationship with my computer and internet. it has saved me many times. and it will save me again. lol.
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