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it's all about him again...
i've got what i wanted. i knew it, i read it, i was able to comprehend it. it was just something that i've asked from him before. (we're in good terms now.) and i was not hurt. well, that's what i think. and yes, i'm a very good girl now. i don't let them break my heart......Read More

Posted on: 2008-09-12 00:00:00 | Rating:

| Views: 26 | Comments: 0 | Tags: my exboyfriend

so far...
...everything's alright. my friends and some guys are texting me. my school stuff, of course, is still trying to kill me. the little smart ass said she doesn't want to write. she told me she hates writing and it's enough that she knows how to write her name.......Read More

Posted on: 2008-08-16 18:54:03 | Rating:

| Views: 41 | Comments: 2 | Tags: alright

blah
today, i was, as usual, cramming with my papers. i think i'm gonna die studying. God, please help me. i've always told myself before that i'll never procrastinate so that i will not cram. i could almost sleep with all these school stuff. one day. maybe, i will eventually, eat them.......Read More

Posted on: 2008-08-14 07:53:32 | Rating:

| Views: 36 | Comments: 3 | Tags: today

i need to change
yes, i was able to convince myself that i should really change, just because i am getting bored with my life and i really hate living it for the same reasons. i want something new, as i've said before, i don't want routines or whatsoever of getting used to this way of life. i'm gonna stop......Read More

Posted on: 2008-08-13 19:33:12 | Rating:

| Views: 41 | Comments: 4 | Tags: change

i'm not allowed to have a boyfriend
Before having lunch, i saw her sitting on her high chair already. On her table were those wooden blocks which I've played fifteen years ago, when I was four. I didn't want the food, so I just made myself an oatmeal, besides I'm getting worried again of my weight, it's getting back to 50......Read More

Posted on: 2008-08-12 19:50:49 | Rating:

| Views: 74 | Comments: 4 | Tags: boyfriend

crap Explicit Content
i was talkin XXXXX again a while ago. of course, i was talkin about this guy friend of mine whom i should forget. why can't i just avoid talkin about him? i hate myself because i can't keep myself from repeating his name to my friends. ugh. this is so bullshit. i am giving up.......Read More

Posted on: 2008-08-09 10:19:15 | Rating:

| Views: 30 | Comments: 4 | Tags: crap

what's new in thoughts?
everything? i am still adjusting. lol. havent been here for a while. this is what i get for not logging in for more than a week. oh. by the way, the new stuff is cool. ;) ...Read More

Posted on: 2008-08-07 22:30:39 | Rating:

| Views: 27 | Comments: 1 | Tags: new

what is happiness anyway?
i think it's more of a bliss or what. it's not permanent. it lasts for a short period of time. i always laugh. i laugh everyday. and when i laugh, i admit that i am really happy. when i smile too, i know that i'm happy. once, i had cried because of excessive happiness.......Read More

Posted on: 2008-08-07 22:19:02 | Rating:

| Views: 26 | Comments: 1 | Tags: what is happiness

it's so nice to be back Explicit Content
well yeah, i've been damn busy with my studies these past few weeks and i'm getting tired of it already. XXXXX problems came poppin out of no where. my ex boyfriend,my friends, some jealous people, and my life. mr. latino just sent me a message the other night, his exgirlfriend......Read More

Posted on: 2008-07-28 04:54:39 | Rating:

| Views: 51 | Comments: 5 | Tags: back

drift away slowly
we never felt that mutual thing. and it's kinda weird you know. you loved me, i didn't love you back. i broke up with you. i felt intimidated because you were 2 years older than me. i took for granted your maturity because i was immature then. well i don't know if i'm still like that today.......Read More