haha since i don't know how to delete these.... i'll just update on a different thing...
my dad is being soooo annoying. every freakin time i'm on the computer he comes over and stands there reading my stuff for like 5 minutes!
so now whenever he comes over i'm just like
"what?"
yes i am an evil child. but he doesn't get it!
hes like what are you doin?
cant he seeee? or is he BLIND too?
ugh. its soooo annoying. half the time i don't answer his freakin dumb questions. there so pointless.
its better than last year tho.
i like never spoke to him last year. its gotten better
i don't wanna hate him
but most of the time i do. like i can't help it.
its almost like i feel like since ive done it for so long i can't just stop.
i want to but its like a habbit now.
i can't help it.
but whatever. i'm getting better. its not all my fault.
oh so i went applying for jobs today. no where takes 15 year olds!!!! omg! whats up with that? everyones saying you should get a job you should get a job but WHERE?
i might be modeling for this bridal place near me. you have to be 5'8'' or taller. and i am. and skinney. and i am =] soooo i thought it would be fun. cuz you go to shows or something and wear... pretty dresses. it'll be the escape for the girly girl side of me! its been being tourtered for years by my brothers. lol
well more later