urn:uuid:930bc1ea-e773-6691-8187-13099fae0cdf 2009-05-06T07:01:52-04:00 vki6091 urn:uuid:f560a952-5184-b129-fa18-717b61f4abdd 2009-05-06T07:01:52-04:00

The train was pulling into the station and the tracks just seemed so alluring.

WHAT THE HELL WAS I THINKING?
I can't even believe that I even entertained the thought.

I know I'm beginning to stress out but man, suicide, fuck, I must be going insane!


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urn:uuid:10481190-3b2e-ed08-e66a-a7e3ef2ab870 2009-05-05T13:26:33-04:00

Only some bastard has come along and kicked it.  There are pieces all over the place, under the sofa, some have been vacuumed and the cat has eaten a couple of pieces.

I don't know where to begin to even pick up the pieces!

Bollocks!]]>

urn:uuid:c096a1ab-2472-f6b7-968e-b46fb9c26902 2009-04-30T15:03:24-04:00

However, I return home to find my beau had left me with the washing up after I had cooked and then he ditched me for the put, "I'm on my way home" he tells me at 7:30, then he strolls in at 11:30.

Do men do it on purpose or is there an innate gene somewhere on the XY chromosone or do they do it knowingly?

Rant over!]]>

urn:uuid:839f7788-dfea-a94c-80f0-ea1bafd72cf2 2009-04-22T09:28:54-04:00

Do relationships based on opposites ever work out?

I look at us and the things we do and all I see is my my parents relationship, mum had her interests and dad had his, they didn't have a common interest, and that relationship ended badly.

Would my beau and I follow that same path?  Do I even want to stick around and find out?]]>

urn:uuid:8e619159-cd82-d820-6747-276e95c413c9 2009-04-20T07:20:35-04:00

I have never managed it before, but with the help of the greenhouse my beau build last summer and some organic soil enhancer (farmyard manure) I have done it.  

I just now wish I had a bigger garden, so I could have a hugh vegetable plot and a garden to enjoy, somewhere to build a pen for a couple of chucks, no, I don't want a bigger garden, lol, I want a farm!

Today, is a wonderful day.]]>

urn:uuid:b173f572-b640-2b3f-fdee-8e0c38dfcb3f 2009-04-03T14:03:30-04:00

I'm thinking it's the latter!]]>

urn:uuid:a67fb39d-0da0-7547-5c9d-135225514d15 2009-03-27T13:18:35-04:00

I finish uni in 8 weeks and I guess I'm stressing bout it.  I have 5 essays, a report and a dissertation to finish in what feels like so little time.

I took my nan to Asda today, and in hay fever season you'd think they would be stocking antihistamines, but no.  Had to go out again to Tescos, who, thankfully did.  Also managed to pick up my Kalms tablets, will hopefully get an uninterrupted nights sleep.


Today I pledge the give up artifical sugar, ie sugar in the form of chocolate, cookies, cake, etc.

It's only natural from now.
  
I also pledge to try and drink 1.5 litres of water a day (this is a defo try, I do not drink enough water and this combined with my love of sugar is leading to the headaches and possible me passing out this afternoon)

I need to turn my health around and I need to do it now!!

God speed.]]>