Thoughts.com Blogs - 26th Febuary. A Day off at last!

Nobody believes me when I tell them that you're out of your mind
Nobody believes me when I tell them that there's so much you hide
You treat me like a queen when we go out,
wanna show everyone what our friendship's about
All wrapped up in me whenever there is a crowd
But when no ones around
Theres no kindness in your eyes
The way you look at me, it's just not right
I can tell whats going on this time
Theres a stranger in my life
You're not the person that I once knew
Are you scared to let them know it's you?
If they could only see you like I do
Then they would see a stranger too
Did I ever do anything that was this cruel to you?
Did I ever make you wonder who was standing in the room?
You made yourself look perfect in everyway
So when this goes down, I'm the one that will be blamed
Your plan is working so you can just walk away

Im not mentioning anything that gives away this person. i know people will disect what i have just posted and well ill let them but im not using a coded name like my other entries. Me and ME.. ALONE will only know who this entry i have just written is about....( well the above poetry)

Well... im glad, i have actullay got a day off to do something today, ive got so much planned.. to do and i still havent got my ass to do it... maybe because im soo fucking tired at the moment with work like 24/7!

Ive got alot of coursework to do in one day off and i have so much work on my room to do and urgghhh i just cant be fucked with it. I have a new bed arriving tomurow tho

! yes get in there a lusssshhh new doube bed for me... dad said i could do with a more adult room!!!.... yesh now i can have my own bed to have sex in ( no im not gross i have never used my parents bed .... ewww )

i dont know how to describe my mood today much, suppose im happy, but im majourly sad too... reason being... F....hes ignoring me i think... i dont wanna lose him :(

Updated my bebo and checked my hotmail... and im not sure what else there is to write at the moment!.

oh you'll be pleased to know i finished my book at last... Secret Diary Of A Call Girl.
:D

Laterz xxxxxxxxxxx