Soooo sorry for the 2 journal entries yesterday... the 2nd one was as an outbreak of my bad attitude.

Yum... sorry im currently eating Rolo's!

So.... today well.....

Today... A, he gave me a lift... miles out of his way and for the result we were both late to work. D was also in the car as i didnt know and A picked her up on the way over... A and D live near each other.
We started talking Marriage, yesh fucking marriage... with my foul mood i retaliated to most of the questions with temper saying no mans gonna marry me and i dont wanna marry anyway.
"oh you'll cave" said A, "you'll find the right man.. and it will just happen"
So... " what do you do think of my future A?"
A replied " I think you have chosen your own path and dont want anyone to interfer with it, you value freedom above everything else" I went silent.... oh my god i thought he totally read my mind!  A Carried on -  " so you will change and you will if you want it, im not saying you'll never change your mind but it would take a remarkable man and i still think you wanna be single for a long time" i was totally shocked with all that.... A is my new love guru.... tops of that we stopped off before entering work... i mean all three of all of us for a coffee at Starbucks... i had a smoothie thing... forgotten the name lol!

in general im all good at the mo, my minds wondering to S and E at the mo... will they last really??? thanks to that marriage convo!

enough for now

bye xxxxxxxxxxxxx