seeing as i have run out of room im now updating it on my bebo blog besides on here's more private.
i feel like its time to update. my lifes going ok in someways at the moment.
i have a sore throat at the moment i better not be getting ill AGAIN.
there is so much more i could give to write in this blog at the moment. but i dont know how to word it.
F, he sees the real me and i love him more than anything there is just one issue.
when im at work people ask me how its going with him? and everytime i answer there's guilt inside me
i feel ashamed of who im with... sometimes for the age gap sometimes cause he deserves or wants more
than i can give... sometimes i think of what my life would be without F.
although im reasured by him ( may not be spelt right ere) theres a gap inside me telling me to find someone
fresher... less lived in life experiance...
ohh i dont know...
i just want to be someone else today....
Posted by viccie2008 on 2008-02-11 14:27:27 | Rating: | Views: 38