i don't know what to write at all..
although i just write here when im pissed off or hyper, damm happy. only on extrems..
but, i just fell so empty for some reason, even knowing i have everything i want.
im goin to have an awesome summer and all..
but i just stopped to think about one thing, well..
i know i promised i would never fall for anyone ever again, but you know..
im not in love at all, before anything.
i feel funny.

My phone rings n i ruch to see who could it be and all that.
and.. the best of all, its like..
no one i ever expected.
he ain't hot, he ain't nothing like that but..
he is like, so special..
everything he says, and all the thins he does.
I know he means everything he says..but it is funny!
Actually he is hot, although quiet short, but whatever!
:D still think he is cool!
cute brown green eyes, that black hair..
Man...MARRY ME!
hahahhaha
:P

anyways.. I went shopping yesterday.
One of best part of goin in a trip is go shopping
Before
During and
After!
hahahhaha!

I will end up breaking my parents...
hahhahaha
:D

I'm so happy! Going to Croatia! Me friend promised an awesome time!
This can't get any better! :DDD

But, I'm bit sad...
my friend back in brazil made me feel guilty and selfish..
:(
just cuz i choose go to CRO insted of Brazil!

Can't they understand, its like, i grew up with all of them.
and i can go there any time a want (every summer, every long holydays - what happens pretty often here in Sri Lanka- and all that!).
How many times would i get to go to CRO, not many i bet!

come on, i love stamps on me passaport.
It sounds stupe i know.. but i like it! :D

from now onwards:
* I won't care what people think (that has been in act since i cut my hair - Go to HELL all of you assholes!)
* I will take care more of my self..
* I will use every single opostunity to go abroad with friends (its much more fun then with family i bet - although my father pays all my bills)
* I will score better marks, even better ones ( I didn't know i would get so many privilages with good marks.. Till now, i been getting every thing i asked for - except for a new phone, didn't ask yet and i dont think i will. :D )