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Can i stop pretending now???
I love a boy, he's not really that handsome but he's a great person. He's a sweet and a very friendly one - that's why i'm inlove with him. He always flirts with other girls, and it really hurts me so much. I don't know if he's joking around or if he's serious at times.
There's one time, i'm chatting with him at the facebook. He asked me if i want to go out with him for once. I told him that i'll think about it. Yes, i love him but i don't want to get into some serious relationships.
Now there's one time, a friend of mine asked me if that boy is still asking me for that date. Well, i don't really know! He always sits beside me during break hours and laughs with me at all time. I don't know if he still wants to go out or just to stay friends.
I don't want this confusion anymore. It hurts me like mad!
I'm already offering my heart to him, holding it so careful so that it won't break incase he pick it up and throw it to the trashcan. I'm tired of waiting. I'm tired of pretending! I'm not a toy.
My heart is now covered with dusts, hoping that someone might pick it up and clean it. It is now filled with agony and sorrow hoping for love in return.
How can I end up this suffering? I don't really know.
Please, learn to be sensitive to what others do feel. Sometimes, you can hurt people without you knowing it!
So please, be sensitive to other's feelings... So that they won't be hurt the way i'am hurt.
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Posted by vernadeth on 2009-11-05 08:09:07 | Rating: | Views: 23
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