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[ignorant and hormone driven]
Ignorant & hormone driven. I clamp myself to you. And him. And her. Being just me. Is too hard. Let myself drown in you. Just for a while. Until I get out of my hormone rush. And I see things clearly. Those once firey eyes. Seem dull & dead all of the......Read More

Posted on: 2009-04-17 04:56:53 | Rating:

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[weary minds and insomnia]
My head is blurry and weary. Weary thoughts that haunt my tired head. There you go. With her. Elle - not moi. Jealous? Yes, well I think I am. Of the fact that I can't be in his head. And he doesn't want me there anymore. Too evolved to actually still put energy in my......Read More

Posted on: 2009-02-13 03:59:33 | Rating:

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[today's gasp]
Are you happy..? Yes, I am. ["rebuild yourself"] ["stop drowning yourself"] [I need more ducttape - do you have some..?] A beautiful, in a dark way, song, making me occasionally gasp - flowing through my headphones. I know it's not what I should do.......Read More

Posted on: 2009-02-10 05:00:30 | Rating:

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[l'heure bleue]
The blue hour. Those nearly morning moments. I have a love\|hate relationship with them. I love being outside at this time of day (or was it night), when all souls are asleep, and I'm still wandering the streets like an insomniac. With or without my buzz of alcohol and cigarette......Read More

Posted on: 2009-02-03 07:48:34 | Rating:

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[overload block]
I am experiencing a total block of thoughts flowing out of my fingers. They haunt my head and make me dizzy. Make me unstable on my feet. Make me want to stay underwater for a while. Odd. There are so many conclusions and links being made. I just can't get them to take shape.......Read More

Posted on: 2009-01-30 04:27:20 | Rating:

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[powerles]
Things happen. Around me. I reach for them but, sometimes when I'm finally able to touch them, they go up in smoke. Or when I finally grasp them. They decide to go the other way. I hate it when I'm pathetic. It's not like the world collapses. Or that I am not happy. I'm......Read More

Posted on: 2009-01-21 03:52:31 | Rating:

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[if it's wrong]
Then why is it unbareable to let go of..? Channels [don't match]. Frequencies [lost in the air]. Laughter [still shared]. Warmth [still there]. I look at you. And wonder. Am I still seeing you? Let me in. I'll let you in. Again. When must we take satisfaction......Read More

Posted on: 2009-01-19 04:38:58 | Rating:

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[agnost vs atheist]
Today I changed my religion section in the "about me" from Atheist to Agnost. For the sole reason that I don't think I am qualified to decide if there actually is a god or not. I don't believe in a higher order, but I don't say that it is impossible. Though I think it would be......Read More

Posted on: 2009-01-15 05:00:44 | Rating:

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[music, my life]
Even though I'm not a musician, nor a singer (except for in the shower)...I have always had all different sorts of music close to my heart. So close that I actually got turntables in my living room, just to be alone with them. Those vinyl records and I. A moment of being in touch with all......Read More