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Sooooooooooooooooooooooooo much has happened since i last wrote.
i dont even know where to start..
geuss ill start with the best news ever:
IM NOT MOVING!
immigration thingy worked out, so im staying in Canada ^^
this is like a huugeee weight off my shoulders.
im not gonna visit jordan in august though cause theres no time, so maybe in december at xmas, which is funner cause ill get to see the whole fam xD
on the friends front:
im like best buds with connor now, another of wills friends. connors coming to hfx the 28th so im gonna meet him. and moms surprisingly totally okay with it. w00t! i had an all nighter with him on the comp once and it was really fun. we're gonna write a song together when he comes, and we have pretty much the same exact taste in music. hes not exactly what you'd call hot..or cute. but hes totally bf material. not that i like him like that or anything..
anywaysss, speaking of liking ppl..i still really like Will and he likes me and stuff, but something about it bothers me. like sometimes its awkward with him cuz i dunno what to say..
we say ilu to each other..but idk, i used to feel it more.
my friend shane used to say ilu to girls when he doesnt really mean it, and hopes he will eventually.
i wouldnt want will to be doing that =/
i know most people think "kids" (ahem, we're TEENS) dont know the meaning of love or being truly in love etc. and you know, maybe you're right
but everyone has their own definition for love.
mine is when you cant stop thinking of the person and you wanna be with them 24/7 and theyre the only people you'd want to turn to with your problems, and know everything about them.
...thats not the case with will anymore.
wow this is bad.
hm. on to other things..
these last couple weeks i hung out with natalie alot. one time we went to meet these 2 guys at the lake. she and becca met them camping the weekend before. and omg it was so awkward. we did nothing, and nats wasnt allowed to go anywhere other than the lake and the guys wanted to go to the mall or Tims, so they started thinking we dont have any freedom and shit. they acted like jerks. guys are so idiotic sometimes >.<
i also hung with grace (natalies friend from truro) and nats and danielle (fuck her). danielle just loves to start shit. i am SO sick of her. but natalies forcing me to "give her a chance" and "loosen up" cuz im always "serious".
1: nats doesnt even know me 100% to know that im not always serious.
2: danielle loves to "joke around". her jokes are plain mean and not even funny.
3: i DID give her a chance, she blew it. and im sick of pretending to be her friend
thing is, nats says shes not gonna be friends with 2 enemies. im NOT danielles enemy, im just not her friend. and i dont want to be. im not gonna feel forced to pick between being danielles friend or natalies friendship. seriously.
anyway, Grace is really nice. shes like a natalie replica in a way, but we have more in common..like music and thinking guy friends are wayyy easier than girls..etc.
another thing, ive been going to the lake alot lately, jogging more, doing stuff. it feels good. and my goal is to at least fit into size 8 or 9 jeans. 11 or 12 (now) isnt working out for me.
i wanna fit into a bikini -.-
and i CAN do it.
im also trying to ollie on a skateboard..and failing lol. i know the steps and everything, watched a million "how to ollie" vids a million times.
its the fear of falling when i kick it.
i also gave my mp3 a complete makeover (of songs) xD
i deleted like..more than half of whats on there to put all the new stuff i downloaded. which is basically the good stuff on my youtube playlists.
and speaking of youtube, i met ANOTHER one of wills friends...Walker.
gawd, im gonna know like the whole gang soon haha
oh well, i mightve mentioned this in a previous blog..but heres my channel if you wanna check it out =)
www.youtube.com/uniquegirlxliving
schools gonna start 3rd sept. and i gotta go back to school clothes+school supplies shopping..
i geuss that pretty much cover it all...
thanks for reading person
until next time,
baiiiii
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