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| I Quit.....But do you think flies fall in love? |
I quit cadets.
I quit running.
I quit skateboarding.
I quit writing blogs.
I quit liking Will.
I quit doing piano theory.
I quit depression.
I quit being against weed.
I quit caring what others think.
I quit always listening to my parents.
Some of those i wish i could unquit and find the passion for again.
So much for "ill finish tomorrow" in my last blog..heh.
Continuing it briefly:
i met Will along with connor zach and james in downtown charlottetown. zach shook hands with my mom, and later made me and Will hold hands. Will acted like a demented hyper child...i geuss they all did but he did it most. (guys are so immature, and im sure youve heard that many times) and i havent talked to him AT ALL since we met.
honestly doupt he likes me anymore. im just mad and confused. i want to believe that i ENTIRELY dont like him, but a tinyyyy small part of me still does.
whatever, fuck him.
Fuck liking guys.
Why does the world have to be like this? Why do people feel the need to be admired by somebody. All those stupid love songs. I mean, imagine being an ameoba, or some insignificant creature, like a fly. Do flies fall in love? highly doubtful. I wanna be a fly, life seems so much easier. Ill just go to fly heaven and not worry about anything.
My life right now:
natalie has a severe Justin Bieber obsession. i personally think hes a fag with no balls who sings like a girl. school sucks and i have a shitload of french hw to do which i should probably start a bit on now even though its 11pm. I need an mp3 with more space. i need to practise piano alooot more. i......(no going back if i admit this to myself, but i geuss i subconsciously have already before)......i love connor.
yep.
we told each other that we like each other...
i think he likes this girl Chalyce whom he got high (his first time, weed) with in his school.
hes coming down to halifax in november.
but i love him.
yes.
love.
...
FUCK LOVE.
moving on..
im going to Jordan in december!!!!!
FINALLY.
man i cant wait.
see those people i havent been with for 2 long years....
and i love the season right now, autumn. gives me a great feeling...cant describe it really well. its just...the start of something new. excitement, jitteryness, loving life through all its ups and downs.
mom just yelled at me to get off comp, might as well since i have a brainblock...
not promising to write anytime soon...
but you know, you could always read my previous blogs.
and maybe comment..
feels good to know people care about this shit.
bye
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