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Ok, my first blog! I'll tell you a little about myself, and the situation we're in, how we got here, etc.
I'm 51 years old, been married for 27 great years and have 3 awesome daughters. My background has always been residential construction. I've been a supivisor for years, but have always been a working one, wairning nailbags and gettin it done. I was raised to get the job done no matter what, no excuses, just do it. I've been a very hard worker my whole life, but never got rich from construction, just enough to pay the bills. Fours years ago, I left swinging a hammer and became an inspector for an engineering company. Ten months ago, I was layed off. Not to worry I thought, I've always been able to find work.
Pretty soon, the days dragged into weeks, the weeks into months. Even days and nights seem to run togather anymore. I couldn't sllep unless I was exhausted, so I started staying up, working on the cpmputer untio 2 in the morning. Otherwise I'd just lay in bed at night worrying. Now, that doesn't even work, I'll go to bed at 2, and just lay there worrying until 4am.
I used to really be full of spit and fire, I could do anything. Seems now, that's changed. Feels like I can't seem to do anything at all. Resources are tota;;y gone. My wife has a back injury and can't work anymore.
This is really weird for me, like I said, I used to be able to do anything, the morechallenging, the better. Now, it's just the oppisite, in only 10 months.
I am trying to start a home business, been working on it for some time. The problem there, is I've run out of time and money. We've gone through everything we have, money wise. I can't pay this months rent even.
I found some "handyman" type work last week, running a bunch of fences for soomeone. After just two days, I was so run in the gorund, it took 3 more days to recoup from it. ( Not just tired, who cares, I can live with that). It seems my health has gone down hill in the last year, I can't even do the physical labor I used to. Hmm, no other skills either. Guess I set myself up for that one.
Ok, too long for a post, but just to bring you up to date.In my next post, I'll tell you what happend when I went into town today. ( we live half an hour out of a big city). That was just to bizzare for me, I totally freaked, just being around crowds, that's why I came back to start this post. makes me wonder where this is going to lead. (remember me, full of spit and fire, worked my own business in construction for years, even traveled the world a few times by myself! ).
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Posted by unemployedguy on 2009-11-04 14:41:45 | Rating: | Views: 41
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