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tossing and turning all night long but still holding onto you. then waking and realising it was just a dream. do the norm and shower and get dressed . head out the door and then get the mail .
your blog full of words,
that only i can relate,
the smile on my face,
there sure will be no debate.
there is no need for a thank you,
because, really i was feeling that way too.
and now i can smile ,
at everything you do
yes i think we heard each other,
for i wasnt searching to.
but one thing i want to say.
is, im really glad i found you
a response of words that apeared in my head this morning after reading a special persons blog.
so thats my storey for my first blog. see i am not good at words but who cares . you dont know me . in fact im not even sure i know me. so my words weather be of the uneducated type or not is really not going to matter, all that matters here is my communication between my brain , the thoughts and sometimes the voices. but also a place i share with such easily written words instead of the much harder to say words. i suffer with anxiety , ocd, panic attacks . and at one point they take over completly and take away all reasoning. but today is a good day, yes i have the hot flushes , yes i get the palpatations , yes i will be sick after i have eaten. but facing up to the stuff in this head is easier sharing sometimes with people who know , people who can relate and people who listen, lots of you will not understand for there right when it says it takes one to know one. the wobbling head is not a new dance craze its just the norm .. never visible but always there . writing a blog can help they say im not so sure seeing as i have to keep pausing . the need to open up will come im sure. but not today.
thanks for your time.
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Posted by uneducated on 2007-10-09 01:00:48 | Rating: | Views: 175
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you have more in common with a bigger audiance then even you will ever believe.
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Posted by bestandworst6177
on 2007-10-09 11:05:35
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"snap" "snap" "snap" your right about that.
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Posted by tinkerbell985
on 2007-10-09 12:26:58
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Lets play a little game.You tell us 5 things that you like about you and 3 things you hate little strong maybe dislike about you You will see it helps
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Posted by shellyme
on 2007-10-09 19:14:56
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5 things i like about me. theres nothing i like about me. ok when im well i like my sense of humor i make me laugh
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Posted by uneducated
on 2007-10-10 17:35:46
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How about I list five things I like about you?
1) You always make my day brighter and happier when I talk to you.
2) You have rock solid values and you stick to them.
3) You're caring.
4) You listen.
5) You make me laugh.
I can even list more!
6) You're a SM ;)
7) You trust me and I trust you.
8) You laugh at my jokes!
9) You have a kind soul.
10)You have an uncanny knack of making msn conversations a whole lot of fun!!!
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Posted by Zathyn
on 2007-10-28 10:04:07
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