As an artist, i find that I feel deeply. Too deeply rather, and very quickly. My boyfriend, we broke up over 6 months ago. Every day and night, i think about him. Sometimes, in my mind, I even continue where we left off. I can kiss him, i can tell him I love him so much, i can get mad at him, and he stays the same wonderful person he is. Don't get me wrong, I know i'm living in my own fantasy world, but sometimes it's not that easy to let go. I suppose i should begin by letting you all know how it is he ended things with me: He stopped calling, texting back, or answering my phone calls. After a while, i gave up hope of clearing the air with him and simply hoped for a friendship. Well, last month he wrote me an email. A friend of mine had told him i was in the hospital and i certianly believe he was genuinely concerned. Unfortunately, he got me at a wrong time in my life because my response was a bit hostile. Anyway, when i think of him, sometimes i wish i could take all the memories and simply erase them all.
So I leave you all (whoever dares to read this) with this question:
Is it true, the adage, "Better to have loved, than never to have loved at all?"