Last Monday, I assumed and was hurt again. How many times have I been hurt? I don't know exactly.. But ever since I liked him, I am always hurt.

I don't know if I really like him, but I always wish that he would send me a txt message. Even if it's just a simple "good morning", "good afternoon" or "good evening."

I was able to talk to him last Friday, as in face to face. At first, I was very uneasy, but I was able to manage it after some time. He seldom talk and I am running out of words. Luckily, I have my friend with me to help. haha! ^o^

I've felt so comfortable talking with him and my friends started to tease me. haha! Then I've felt something again..I really can't understand myself. I declared that I don't like him anymore but that's not what my heart is telling me. Gosh, it's clear that this is just a mere infatuation but why can't I forget him totally?! Arghh.. I hate myself for this.. tsk-tsk..

This is not right. I should forget him. I should stop thinking of him..But how? How will I start? It's just getting stronger and stronger.. OMG.. He's not that cute and he has a playboy image.. How come I liked that kind of person? What's wrong with me? Arghh..

I really hope that I could get over with whatever I'm feeling right now for him. Sooner or later I know I can..
 
BIG DAD, help me.. T-T