I don't even know why I'm so sad. There's this feeling in my chest and I want to die. Not literally DIE, but just fade away for a while. I feel like I'm not there and that no one sees me so I'd rather that I'm not actually there so that I'm not left wondering what is wrong with me. I'm pining for something and I don't even know what it is. I feel so empty but I don't want to know what is supposed to fill me. Everything I do, I think it will fill me. But I end up being so dissapointed that I feel emptier than before.