Being a legal adult now I can do mostly anything that I want. Not that being a minor stopped me in the first place, but now I don't get sent to jail if I do these things. You would think that I reached some sort of level of maturity now but alas, tis not true. I've been holding this grudge against someone for the past 7 months and I'm not game enough to confront them about it. I maintain that it is a worthwhile grudge. See I was infatuated with a young man and this person, who I thought was my friend, slept with him. I felt unimaginable pain and it was all caused by her. So, my anger is worthwhile. But my petty hatred toward her is not. I find myself bitching about her to other people and pretending that I'm still her friend. What kind of a person am I? Then again, she is not the type of person that can just take this in her stride. But is it better to hurt someones feelings or just lie to them and pretend it is all ok? As much as I would love to cut into her, I don't want to see her cry. I can't stand the sight of such things. People who cry annoy me as much as people who can't spell.