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Fear
I am so afraid. Tomorrow I get my Uni placement and I'm so afraid that I won't get in. But I'm also afraid of what I'll have to do if I do get in. I'll have to continue living. My life has been in limbo for the past 3 months and I like that. I like that I don't have to think or do much. But I'm......Read More
Posted on: 2008-01-14 01:40:08 |  Rating: | Views: 41 | Comments: 0 | Tags: uni placements  endless nothing  limbo 
Look at this photograph
My favourite memory is of my cousins and I taking pictures while the shed was still being built. They hadn't put in the big window yet so my sister, Chloe and I hung out of it while Rob set the camera up on on timer. I remember laughing so loud and so hard that my stomach hurt as Rob scrambled up......Read More
Posted on: 2008-01-04 07:37:12 |  Rating: | Views: 40 | Comments: 0 | Tags: memory  shed  ladder  laughing 
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I haven't written in a while. That's because I don't know how to express how satisfied I am now. It's easy to feel sadness and to explain it. There are so many words in the English language to project misery, but what happens when we're happy? Maybe it's easy to express sadness because it's so......Read More
Posted on: 2007-12-28 07:29:11 |  Rating: | Views: 327 | Comments: 1 | Tags: merry christmas  new year  happy  sad  catch 
space monkey
As a school-leaver I am entitled, nay, obligated to partake in the annual tradition of 'schoolies'; a week of non-stop drunken/drugged up debauchery which is all excusable because, hey, I earned it. Mostly I'm just using this to fill the void of my days. What else is there to do really than......Read More
Posted on: 2007-12-01 23:07:09 |  Rating: | Views: 85 | Comments: 0 | Tags: schoolies  degradation  drugs  annual tradition  Australia 
i love the pain...a breeding ground for hate
I am a jealous person. Right now I'm jealous that one of my best friends is starting to hang out with one of my worst enemies. Sounds very John Hughes circa 1980's I know, but unfortunately it is a reality. I'm always jealous. But this time I think it's also because I love him so much. My best......Read More
Posted on: 2007-11-27 23:40:26 |  Rating: | Views: 213 | Comments: 1 | Tags: boys  John Hughes  best friend 
Job
I am working. YAY! But it's not really a REAL job as my father is my boss and that is slightly unfair. I'm terribly incompetent too. But it's funny seeing how much school wasted my time and realizing that there are so many skills I just never picked up. Can't wait til schoolies! ...Read More
Posted on: 2007-11-25 19:37:49 |  Rating: | Views: 87 | Comments: 0 | Tags: schoolies  work  incompetent 
oh...
I don't even know why I'm so sad. There's this feeling in my chest and I want to die. Not literally DIE, but just fade away for a while. I feel like I'm not there and that no one sees me so I'd rather that I'm not actually there so that I'm not left wondering what is wrong with me. I'm pining......Read More
Posted on: 2007-11-12 04:19:06 |  Rating: | Views: 75 | Comments: 2 | Tags: empty  chest  sad 
i don't want to be lonely, i just wanna be alone
oh man... i just need someone to talk to. ...Read More
Posted on: 2007-11-12 03:55:30 |  Rating: | Views: 49 | Comments: 0 | Tags: lonely 
it's the end of an era
Every weekend for the past two years I've walked down Bourke Street at 8:45 and asked myself why the hell I am awake on such a cold Saturday morning. This weekend I walked down Bourke Street and my heart sank at the thought that I would never ever have to wake up this early and see this morning......Read More
Posted on: 2007-11-10 06:56:16 |  Rating: | Views: 82 | Comments: 0 | Tags: sad  Bourke Street  Melbourne  mornings 
buried alive Explicit Content
Ok first lets establish one thing. I do not know you and you do not know me.And we shall keep it that way. I started this blog because I was feeling alone and I thought, 'Hey, why not publish my thoughts on the internet ...Read More
Posted on: 2007-11-09 03:49:18 |  Rating: | Views: 148 | Comments: 1 | Tags: hate  sex  horny  alone  internet  blog 

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