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I am so afraid. Tomorrow I get my Uni placement and I'm so afraid that I won't get in. But I'm also afraid of what I'll have to do if I do get in. I'll have to continue living. My life has been in limbo for the past 3 months and I like that. I like that I don't have to think or do much. But I'm...
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twinx on 2008-01-14 01:40:08
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Look at this photograph
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My favourite memory is of my cousins and I taking pictures while the shed was still being built. They hadn't put in the big window yet so my sister, Chloe and I hung out of it while Rob set the camera up on on timer. I remember laughing so loud and so hard that my stomach hurt as Rob scrambled up...
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twinx on 2008-01-04 07:37:12
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I haven't written in a while. That's because I don't know how to express how satisfied I am now. It's easy to feel sadness and to explain it. There are so many words in the English language to project misery, but what happens when we're happy? Maybe it's easy to express sadness because it's so...
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twinx on 2007-12-28 07:29:11
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space monkey
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As a school-leaver I am entitled, nay, obligated to partake in the annual tradition of 'schoolies'; a week of non-stop drunken/drugged up debauchery which is all excusable because, hey, I earned it. Mostly I'm just using this to fill the void of my days. What else is there to do really than...
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twinx on 2007-12-01 23:07:09
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i love the pain...a breeding ground for hate
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I am a jealous person. Right now I'm jealous that one of my best friends is starting to hang out with one of my worst enemies. Sounds very John Hughes circa 1980's I know, but unfortunately it is a reality. I'm always jealous. But this time I think it's also because I love him so much. My...
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twinx on 2007-11-27 23:40:26
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Job
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I am working. YAY! But it's not really a REAL job as my father is my boss and that is slightly unfair. I'm terribly incompetent too. But it's funny seeing how much school wasted my time and realizing that there are so many skills I just never picked up. Can't wait til schoolies!
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twinx on 2007-11-25 19:37:49
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I don't even know why I'm so sad. There's this feeling in my chest and I want to die. Not literally DIE, but just fade away for a while. I feel like I'm not there and that no one sees me so I'd rather that I'm not actually there so that I'm not left wondering what is wrong with me. I'm...
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twinx on 2007-11-12 04:19:06
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twinx on 2007-11-12 03:55:30
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it's the end of an era
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Every weekend for the past two years I've walked down Bourke Street at 8:45 and asked myself why the hell I am awake on such a cold Saturday morning. This weekend I walked down Bourke Street and my heart sank at the thought that I would never ever have to wake up this early and see this morning...
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twinx on 2007-11-10 06:56:16
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buried alive Explicit Content
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Ok first lets establish one thing. I do not know you and you do not know me.And we shall keep it that way. I started this blog because I was feeling alone and I thought, 'Hey, why not publish my thoughts on the internet
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twinx on 2007-11-09 03:49:18
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demon of the fall
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Being a legal adult now I can do mostly anything that I want. Not that being a minor stopped me in the first place, but now I don't get sent to jail if I do these things. You would think that I reached some sort of level of maturity now but alas, tis not true. I've been holding this...
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twinx on 2007-11-06 02:05:36
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i like you just the way you are
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I used to be fat. Well, actually I still am fat but I'm not as large as I used to be. Now I have this constant fear or ballooning to what I used to be, except for the fact that I have a love affair with sugar. I constantly think about eating and yet I'm afraid to because I don't want to be the...
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twinx on 2007-10-31 03:50:14
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you be the captain and I'll be no-one
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I walked back to a friend's house from a party the other day. It is possibly the mixture of alcohol and also the risk of being rolling-pinned to the road by trucks that allows you to lose your inhibitions. My friend and I were holding hands for no reason, only because it felt natural. She said to...
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twinx on 2007-10-29 04:49:40
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be happy for today Explicit Content
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I like bud. I like doing it because it relaxes me and the memories I have with my friends are just enhanced. Does that make me a bad person? I suppose it does, because I need a hallucinogenic drug to have a good time. We
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twinx on 2007-10-28 05:36:50
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people all grow up to die
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Oxygen decomposes our lungs slowly over time, yet it is the one major thing keeping us alive. Irony.
Our bodies are made up of elements found in the soil. Funny.
I ate Lord of the Fries today after Emma adamantly stated that we would never EVER go back there...
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twinx on 2007-10-27 07:06:02
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back in school...we are the leaders Explicit Content
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I realized today that I say XXXXX a lot. Too much for the average person. I realized this too late in my life. Today was a day of revelation. My fellow school mates and I dressed up in ridiculous costumes and harassed the
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twinx on 2007-10-26 04:14:07
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