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WARNING: This blog entry contains very depressing material that could either make you depressed or angry that someone else is so damn whiny! Please do not read if you require happy, cheerful messages at all times.
Did you ever wake up one morning, get out of bed, look in the mirror and go......How did I get here? I mean, you know how you got here, but you don't know HOW you got here. All those days of just getting through and existing and you keep planning for tomorrow to find that your tomorrow is just kind of crappy.
Have you ever felt like you are trapped like a dog inside of a fenced yard while the people around you run free?
Do you ever drive yourself crazy trying to find out what it is about you that makes people always just want to be your acquaintance and not your good friend? If you call, they voluntarily start saying how we will have to get together and blah, blah, blah.....then never bother to call you? 
How about feeling like your life is a little car that you have driven into the mud and you keep spinning your wheels and spinning your wheels, desperately trying to get out of that hole and wishing you were a monster truck instead? How come you never get to be the monster truck?
Do you have a mother who made the biggest mess she could possibly make out of your childhood and then tried to tell you what you should do with your life once you were grown, without offering anything but freakin no-good advice? And she always has to be right because if you try to say she isn't she lays this guilt trip on you?
Are you one of those people who gets sick  of other people trying to tell you that you need to be "positive" you need to be "confident" even though everybody keeps busting your chops when you make the effort?
If you answered "yes" to any of the above, please join me in my attitude changing adventure. My life is a soap opera and I'm going to win my.........well, whatever that award is that soap stars win. Erika Kain had her day and I will too! It ain't over 'till this phat lady sings!!!!
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Posted by tumblingafter on 2007-08-25 17:24:19 | Rating: | Views: 149
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look i'm not really here to comment this blog sorry but i had to thank you for the advise and the fact that u think i can write
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Posted by RED_DRAGON89
on 2007-08-29 17:50:53
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You are so welcome!
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Posted by tumblingafter
on 2007-08-31 12:52:05
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