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I have this image of life. It's perfect honestly. I was about to live the dream and gave it up a few years ago and now I want it back. I have images of a perfect courtship, a beautiful wedding, buying a house/car, having some time with my husband before the kids arrive. I always wanted that dream for me, but it somehow didn't happen that way. I have alot of things fall in reverse or none at all. I don't know what happened. I had the life and in one split second, it disappeared. And, you know the sad part? It was all my fault. And, now, he has all that I ever wanted. And, I am a 30-something divorcee with a small child. What do I have? I have an easier question to ask. What do I not have that he has? This is what I want. I want to marry and stay with the love of my life. I want the wedding I never had. I want to buy a house. I want to have more children. I want to be cherished and never taken advantage of. I want to travel. I want to go on a honeymoon. I want my old body back.
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Posted by tubtalk on 2008-05-29 00:03:00 | Rating: | Views: 39
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