I saw that AJ had posted a couple of private blogs on myspace, and it bothered the shit out of me.  Why?  Why is this the garbage I get upset about?  I texted him and asked him what the they were all about, and he said something about them being like a real journal, for no one to read but him.  I told him it was like a slap in the face, almost like he's looking for attention by posting private blogs, trying to spike my curiosity... (And goddamnit, it's working.)  So he told me I could log into his myspace and read them if I wanted, but now, despite my curiosity, I kind of don't want to.  A large part of me doesn't even want to care about him anymore, so I think I'm going to take this as an opportunity to start weaning myself off of him.  Part of the reason I broke up with him in the first place was because everything bothered me, crap like this being a prime example.