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| STUPID .. gorgeous ...JERK ! |
Remember Damien... ye well... I can't stop thinking about him. iT'S SO STUPID ! I see him every monday at choir and is it fair he's got so fit?? Is it fair I have to stay really far away when he catches the bus with me otherwise I don't think I'll resist the urge to reach out and touch him... is it fair I get so jealous everytime he mentions other girls. Course I would never show it, I'm not that type of girl.
He got drunk and texted me 'I think I love you' then I found out his mates texted it to everyone and he got loads of texts saying WTF? If only I had had credit I would have texted 'me too' thank GOD i didnt...
I feel so STUPID. We had a really cool night last thursday. we hung out till like ... 11.30 and we talked and mucked about in a car park and it was great. I held his hand when we walked home through the park and he stayed when I said i didnt want to face going home.
He really listens to what I say. And he is so stupid andf pompous and ridiculous and I love it. I love that he thinks hes so intellegent. I love that half the time he hasnt got a clue what I'm talking about. I love that.... but i hate... that he sees me as immature. I hate that he used to love me.
I hate that i hurt him by pushing him away. I hate that ...he doesnt still feel the same.
I HATE THAT HES MY BEST FRIEND AND I WANT HIM !
OH IM A SELFISH CREATURE...
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