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Mission Perfection I
I'm not strong enough anymore. I lack the strength and will power. I need to re-gain focus on whats important in life. I am slowly falling apart. I wish you'd take a walk in my shoes, you mihg think it's easy being me. I need to get rid of the fat. I need to be beautiful. I want to......Read More

Posted on: 2009-01-11 17:12:17 | Rating:

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*OMFG!! FCK!! FCK!! FCK!! SHT!! SHT!!**
OMFG I HAVE SPEECH DAY TOMMOROW, REPRESENTING MY CLASS AND I'VE GONE AND FUCKING LOST MY FUCKING SPEECH! OH FUCK THIS IS SO BAD I HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA WHAT TO DO! AND I NEVER WANTED TO DO IT SO PEOPLE WILL JUST THINK IT IS AN EXCUSE. I KNEW THIS WAS GOING TO HAPPEN. THE SECOND THEY CALLED MY......Read More

Posted on: 2009-01-20 17:28:40 | Rating:

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OK... guess who's feeling like a bit of a wally ..
So I found my speech... it was in the DT room. Um... it went OK. People laughed and clapped so it's all good. I doubt I'll get through to the final I HOPE I don't!! X Anyway so um... Chris... things are shaky. I'm really uncertain about it. I don't know I think he's great but I don't know......Read More

Posted on: 2009-01-21 13:48:54 | Rating:

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Chris, Oli, Dad, Maria, Mum, and me in the middle
I don't know where I'm at with Chris. I saw him yesterday and everythign was fine. I only stayed for 3 hours but it was cool. But I can't help the fact that I just don't want to kiss him... I just I'm so confused. And naturally the one person I need to talk to about this is the one person that......Read More

Posted on: 2009-01-26 16:43:31 | Rating:

| Views: 121 | Comments: 0 | Tags: cheating dad mum affair relationship relationships boy girl sex brother anorexic brothers bulimic help twilight romance