i dont remember where i left off. so i went to connecticut with becca to chill and meet the fam. it went well, i found that ireally like her mom. she is wicked cool. we stayed at her dad and he dads gf home in norwich. i was the most worried about him. i went there with this idea that he was like this uptight man with no personality. let me tell ya that was far from the truth. he is nice. very set in his ways. hewas polite to me and even showered interest in my life. it was nice. it took til the day we left for him to really open up and have a lil fun.so it was a nice trip i met her best friend both parents and parnts lovers and her brother. it was all a nice experience. we picked up her grandmothers car and came back early saturday... the whole trip i was slow in motion ... a real gimp because of my leg. everyonce in a while my knee would act up. on saturday just that happened. my knee acted up and i fell and hit my leg hard. thank god i had the knee thing on or i would have been worse. so now im left with a sprained knee and broken fibula... nice eh. it was a bitch breaking that. i went to salem hospital and its like they idn even care. i roll in crying and non coherent and they tried to have me wait. i ended up wating in the "fast track" that means fast and bad service. the guy kept forgetting that my knee was sprained and kept playing with it. so we get back to my house and becca calls and cancells her habitat for humanity trip. im sad that she did this but really really thankful. she has been my superhero throughout this painful experience. she helps me with everything. i cant walk and cant sleep. i have no energy she helped me go tothe bathroom sit down, she helps me change helps me get cumfy, helps me clean up, cooks me all my meals even feeds me whn i cant do it myself. she wakes up and makes sure im ok. if heaven is a real place, she is guranteed a spot with the best view. she is simply an angel. out of all the people i have dated none have been this amazing towards me. i sound wicked sappy and attatched but i dont care cuz ive never felt this stable and cared for. im nervous about the bills and often get frustrated but she ensures me things will be ok. i think they will be. ijust pray that the doctor has good news and im healing well. if there is a god, please help me heal...please i need to go back to work i need to get a handle on life.