I want to write about one of the most powerful influences in my life.
It's funny how this works, the people who think I have taught them the most in their lives are really the ones that have taught me the most in my life.
I have a friend that says she would not be the person that she is today without me in her life and it is really her that has made me who I am today. Funny huh?
I am who I am and she is who she is, I know her so well and she knows me, heart and soul, the good the bad and the ugly, she is my favorite person in the world. She does not have to ask me what I'm feeling, she knows. She does not have to ask me what I need, she knows. I have never had to ask her for anything, because she instinctively already knows.
I have kinda had to hide it a bit that she is my favorite person in the world because I have many people that I love dearly and would not want to hurt anyone of them. But it really means the world to me to let her know just how much I love, admire and appreciate her and last but not least respect her beyond belief.
Yes Kimmie it is you, I know you already knew that but I want to say thank you! Thank you for loving me, thank you for always being there for me and thank you for always being you no matter what. I admire you the most for the Mother that you are. You have 2 wonderful children that will never know how lucky they are to have you as their Mom.
I have never seen a more dedicated Mother then you! I know alot of wonderful people and alot of wonderful Mothers but you my Dear put the icing on the cake. If you were to get paid for being a Mother you would be a Billionaire.
Thank you for always seeing the best in others, I have learned so much from you for so long that it became a part of me and I have learned how to do the same. You don't see your own power, funny how everyone sees it.
I am here to teach, I am here to help others learn the lessons I have learned. When I look back over the last 20 years of my life I see you as being my best Teacher (other then my children) sorry they have taught me a few more of life's lessons but...... Anyway you have taught me the best lesson ever, you have led by example, you are a true wonder when it comes to unconditional love. I see that as a lesson that can and will change our world. Because of the teacher that you have been I have learned the lesson and now it is time for me to spread my wings and fly. I've always had wings, I just wasn't ready to fly.
I don't know how or what but I have told you for a long time whatever it is that I am going to do to make a difference in this world I am dragging you along with me, you are the one person that has always believed in me and I want us to do something big together, lets just do it.
You will need to let John know that I will not harm you in any way, I will make sure we are safe. He has always told me, be careful what you ask Kim to do because she will do anything you ask her to and now it has all come clear to me as why you would, because as I have always felt. you BELIEVE in me, Thank-you! I love you, unconditionally! Thank-you!!!!