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 Thanks for believing in me

I want to write about one of the most powerful influences in my life.

It's funny how this works, the people who think I have taught them the most in their lives are really the ones that have taught me the most in my life.

I have a friend that says she would not be the person that she is today without me in her life and it is really her that has made me who I am today. Funny huh?

I am who I am and she is who she is, I know her so well and she knows me, heart and soul, the good the bad and the ugly, she is my favorite person in the world. She does not have to ask me what I'm feeling, she knows. She does not have to ask me what I need, she knows. I have never had to ask her for anything, because she instinctively already knows.

I have kinda had to hide it a bit that she is my favorite person in the world because I have many people that I love dearly and would not want to hurt anyone of them. But it really means the world to me to let her know just how much I love, admire and appreciate her and last but not least respect her beyond belief.

Yes Kimmie it is you,  I know you already knew that but I want to say thank you! Thank you for loving me, thank you for always being there for me and thank you for always being you no matter what. I admire you the most for the Mother that you are. You have 2 wonderful children that will never know how lucky they are to have you as their Mom.
I have never seen a more dedicated Mother then you!  I know alot of wonderful people and alot of wonderful Mothers but you my Dear put the icing on the cake. If you were to get paid for being a Mother you would be a Billionaire.

Thank you for always seeing the best in others, I have learned so much from you for so long that it became a part of me and I have learned how to do the same. You don't see your own power, funny how everyone sees it.

I am here to teach, I am here to help others learn the lessons I have learned. When I look back over the last 20 years of my life I see you as being my best Teacher (other then my children) sorry they have taught me a few more of life's lessons but...... Anyway you have taught me the best lesson ever, you have led by example, you are a true wonder when it comes to unconditional love. I see that as a lesson that can and will change our world. Because of the teacher that you have been I have learned the lesson and now it is time for me to spread my wings and fly. I've always had wings, I just wasn't ready to fly.

I don't know how or what but I have told you for a long time whatever it is that I am going to do to make a difference in this world I am dragging you along with me, you are the one person that has always believed in me and I want us to do something big together, lets just do it.

You will need to let John know that I will not harm you in any way, I will make sure we are safe. He has always told me, be careful what you ask Kim to do because she will do anything you ask her to and now it has all come clear to me as why you would, because as I have always felt. you BELIEVE in me, Thank-you! I love you, unconditionally! Thank-you!!!!

    Posted by trevorjohn on 2007-12-31 16:23:36 | Rating: | Views: 110
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Hi Trevorjohn -- I just finished reading every single one of your posts. Thanks for keeping me company on New Year's Eve. Wishing you joy, love, hope, wisdom and good health in 2008. Peace.
Posted by  ColoradoDreamin  on 2008-01-01 01:25:56 
  
Let Go

To "let go" does not mean to stop caring,
it means I can't do it for someone else.

To "let go" is not to cut myself off,
it's the realization I can't control another.

To "let go" is not to enable,
but to allow learning from natural consequences.

To "let go" is to admit powerlessness,
which means the outcome is not in my hands.

To "let go" is not to try to change or blame another,
it's to make the most of myself.

To "let go" is not to care for,
but to care about.

To "let go" is not to fix,
but to be supportive.

To "let go" is not to judge,
but to allow another to be a human being.

To "let go" is not to be in the middle
arranging all the outcomes,
but to allow others to effect their destinies.

To "let go" is not to be protective,
it's to permit another to face reality.

To "let go" is not to deny,
but to accept.

To "let go" is not to nag, scold, or argue,
but instead to search out my own
shortcomings and correct them.

To "let go" is not to adjust everything to my desires,
but to take each day as it comes,
and cherish myself in it.

To "let go" is not to criticize and regulate anybody,
but to try to become what I dream I can be.

To "let go" is not to regret the past,
but to grow and live for the future.

To "let go" is to fear less,
and love more.

~Anonymous~
Posted by  ColoradoDreamin  on 2008-01-01 01:27:53 
  
ColoradoDreamin
I'm glad I was there to keep you company on News Year Eve.
I really love the poem, Letting go.
I will copy it and read it often.
Posted by  trevorjohn  on 2008-01-01 11:48:46 
  
Kimmie will beam in heart at this.
What a beautiful testament to your friendship.
Posted by  DifficultSoul  on 2008-01-02 17:21:35 
  
DS all of us should be so lucky to have such a friend and be able to appreciate them.
I hope you are as lucky as I have been!
Posted by  trevorjohn  on 2008-01-03 01:33:34 
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