Difficultsoul just made a comment about confrontation being a good thing and some times it takes a LOVE RIOT to shake things up a bit and I am thinking about this, yes, if you are good at communicating with people and you love and or respect them you should be able to confront them and shake things up a bit.

My life right now has been doing alot of shaking and I have started god knows how many LOVE RIOTS in the past few months. But I needed to, things weren't working for me the way they were, and I had to shake it up a bit, I was feeling like things were getting stagnent. I was sick and tired of being sick and tired.

I am not one to complain about things over and over, when I start to complain that means I'm getting ready to shake things up and when I do it's awesome because it causes me to grow and move forward in my life, this is where I can figure the WHATS NEXT in my life.

I hate it when people complain about the same thing for years and years, I think to myself are you nuts, you were complaining about this same exact thing last year or even the year before that, sometimes it is many many years.

I know my husband is a little uncomfortable right now, we get along great, we are best friends, we are great business partners, we do everything together, we very seldom get into a fight. Well at least until recently. Like I said I have been shaking things up around here, we have had more uncomfortable discussions in the last few months then we have had in the 24 years we have been together. I am just not going to settle for this friendship any longer, dont get me wrong I love that we are best friends but I want him to get vulnerable with me, share his heart and soul with me. I have never seen that part of him and now I'm after it.

I have stated with clear intension that I want him to be my intimate partner for the rest of my life. I am not going to back off of what I want, I deserve to have the relationship of my dreams and now it will be up to him. If he wants to get uncomfortable and vulnerable we will  take this relationship to the end of eternity, together forever BUT if he cant go there, he is the one that will have to walk. I'm here for the long haul. I'm digging my heels in, even when it gets really uncomfortable, I know thats the LOVE RIOT Difficultsoul is talking about. I'm all good with it. I want to be married to my lover, my soul mate, my one and only hearts desire. I want passion, I want it all and I am just arrogant enough to go after exactly what I want and know I can get it. I always do. Remember I create it!