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I am so pissed off right now I thought this is where I should start to get things straight in my head before I take it out by chewing some ones ass that has no part at all of why I'm so pissed off.
I'm pissed off because I am so confused in my head right now that I am having a hard time focusing on what I need to get done for this wedding. I was suppose to be having a wedding Sat, to marry my husband and children. It was about uniting forever as a family. I only had 13 days to plan it and I was on a roll, nothing was going to get in my way.
Bamm my 18 year old decides to make some really bad choices and get thrown in jail and here I am doing my damest not to enable him and it's not easy. I have been strong but I am so pissed that I cant concentrate because of his bad choices.
He knew how much this meant to me. I told him and I wrote him a letter and re-told him this was going to be the biggest day of my life (I told him while he was sober) he knew it. But now here I am not being able to get stuff done because I have so much in my head because of my love for him that I cant think straight. DAMN HIM DAMN THE DRUGS
You know I'm so confused I cant even write . I gotta go!
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Posted by trevorjohn on 2007-11-08 16:15:50 | Rating: | Views: 106
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hey tj, just breathe first.
if you don't breathe and clear your head, you'll never figure out the priorities...
remember the bit about 'we all make choices...'
good luck
:o)
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Posted by badlydrawnstickman
on 2007-11-08 19:05:16
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This is where I need to make a choice and breathe, your right, if I trust, I can breathe, then I can think straight.
Thanks Stickman you always have words of encouragement.
Tomorrow is a new day!
Thank-you
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Posted by trevorjohn
on 2007-11-08 20:28:41
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Let it be his problem.
I have dealt with that type of torment.
If you make it your problem, it takes the pressure off of him.
Tough Love may make him wake up.
If I were you...I would let him sit in jail...and dismiss it from your mind.
You know that he is safe in jail.
Let him sweat it out...he will have alot of time to think.
I hope you have the strength to do that.
If you bail him out...it becomes your problem...and he has no consequences for his behavior.
Go and celebrate...and know..he will at least be sober while he is locked up.
Peace.
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Posted by DifficultSoul
on 2007-11-09 22:44:58
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most of my friends sound alot like your son.
you know what i do????
i let them get on with it.
yes- i give them advice, i try to push them in the right direction, i listen to them and help them if they need it. but i dont let them drag me down.
you need to also see thats its the drugs that dont care about yor wedding, your son is probably(and i dont know him so i cant be sure) very concious and caring of what he's doing to your wedding but remember- if he's addicted you have to sort yourself out before you can help him.
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Posted by ReadHeadChik
on 2007-11-14 04:41:46
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