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Posted in Narrow or Broad on 2008-01-15 11:22:54
hhhhhhhhmmmmmmm Something to ponder. Narrow and Broad is in the eyes of the beholder?

Posted in Real Intimacy on 2008-01-14 09:31:54
How sad that the two acts are so easily confused!

Posted in Seeking Lovers on 2008-01-14 09:06:12
I see so many people looking for love in all the wrong places. If they would just open their heart they would see. Love is always right inside of us. Peace my friend!

Posted in Delusional Hearts on 2008-01-10 12:17:30
I dont know you very well yet, BUT if all these people love you so much, you must be pretty special, and I'm sure I will love you too!

Posted in Delusional Hearts on 2008-01-10 12:14:45
You are right Paul, the love of our family and friends only helps us get thru it! I have not had a broken heart since I was a teenager. Thank God! After I read your comment I had to think way back to pull up those feelings of a broken heart and it is all coming back to me now. It kinda feels the same way as what my Son is doing to my heart right now. Bless you!

Posted in The Arrest on 2008-01-10 12:09:24
Here we go again huh, those drugs are powerful, but I only wish my Son was smoking pot, it's a hell of alot better then this RX shit. It's a bummer that the cops rained on your parade. I hate to say it but I have never met a cop yet that I could trust. Sorry if I offended anybody out there! It has just my 43 years of experience with them. By the way I bet you do look good in leather! :)

Posted in The Male Delimna on 2008-01-10 11:53:46
Paul by reading what you wrote I feel that you are ahead of the game, you at least are understanding of the game and that is the first step. I am going to send that blog to my hubby! My husband is awesome, he is almost perfect actually but he is unemotional and I keep trying to get him to be more vulnerable with me and after 24 years it hasn't really happened yet. I think he knows I would never take advantage of his emotions. I would only love him that much more if he would show me that tender side of him. I think your blog could help. Thank you for your prayers for my family and Lexi. Like I said that is all I have right now. Well alot of love too! :) Thanks for sharing it makes you very sexy!!!!!

Posted in This ones for you Trevor on 2008-01-10 11:36:08
Thanks Paul we need all the prayers we can get right now. I have nothing but faith right now!

Posted in marie's little experiment..say HI, please on 2008-01-10 04:23:27
I'm gonna start visiting you more often, your really awesome! And really Billy Ray? Hehe

Posted in Alter-ego's on 2008-01-10 04:19:24
I would really miss reading all these wonderful blogs you all write and the interaction is awesome!

Posted in Alter-ego's on 2008-01-10 04:15:42
I didnt realize that so many of you actually KNOW each other. I think even tho' you know each other you should still speak whatever is on your mind for that is the way we come to love each other in the first place. If someone has a problem with someone else they should take it to the source. That avoids alot of bullshit. I hope whatever you are talking about you can all get it cleared up because that what family is all about! Love ya! Peace

Posted in Not Sleeping Well on 2008-01-10 04:10:00
You are so NOT selfish. The comments you have left in my blog really have hit me right in the heart. You are awesome! Thank-you for stopping by with such sweet things to say. I know what you mean about the computer thing, I do the same thing to my hubbie at times, we get so caught up with our thoughts family because there are so many wonderful, kind, considerate people. When I didnt have the computer for a few days I was going thru withdrawals. I hope your mind will rest easy so that you can sleep. I will put out good thoughts for you. Silly me notice the time I am posting this comment? 4am I better get to bed! Good night and sweet dreams!

Posted in Flying in Color Today on 2008-01-10 03:38:38
DS if you read my most recent post you will know how much this post of yours touches me. I swear our souls are connected. You always have the right words at the exact moment I need them! Thank you! I really do love you!

Posted in Inner Peace on 2008-01-10 00:43:45
To slow down and take the time to smell the flowers is important, it is good for the soul! Great post Colorado! I love that, Colorado!!!!

Posted in Sleeping Beauty on 2008-01-10 00:40:34
Oh how beautiful that was DS, are you going to show that to your hubby? If my husband wrote that poem about me I would positively melt! You are special and he is a lucky man!

Posted in Born Again as Yourself on 2008-01-10 00:35:52
Missmarie- Loving ourselves must come from within. It really does not matter the package, it has to come from within! Give yourself a big hug from me!

Posted in Born Again as Yourself on 2008-01-10 00:33:28
Great post DS I believe we come back time and time again as ourselves but choosing a different experience each time, when we get all the experiences we need or want it is only then that we can be at peace for eternity. I love you! Again thanks for sharing your life with me, it does make a difference!

Posted in I was gonna have a pity party for myself on 2008-01-10 00:27:49
Missmarie- Your right he is the victim of the system, he has been crying out for help for a while and the F****** system prevented us from getting the help he really needed. Is what I mean by he is not a victim is that he has made some bad choices. I am going to fight like I have never fought before, Beware I am women hear me ROAR! If I am able to prevent this shit from happening to even 1 Mother and her child it would be worth the fight, however I want to help thousands. I'm gonna put my money where my mouth is. Thank you so much for your support at such a difficult time in our lives. I will not stand back and watch my Son be a statistic. Peace

Posted in I was gonna have a pity party for myself on 2008-01-10 00:21:22
kmalbro- Your right mess with my child and I'm gonna put up a fight! No greater love, no greater reason! I'm fighting for him and I am gonna fight hard so maybe I can save some others from having the same situation happen to them. Thank you for your kind words and encouragement! Peace

Posted in I was gonna have a pity party for myself on 2008-01-09 00:39:18
kmalbro- Your right I could spend days ranting but what good will that do? I'm gonna go create a riot where it will be the most effective. I will riot in my Sons best interest, not to get him out of trouble with the law but to get him help with his problem. I am determined and he has said he is ready for a change. Life is urgent, do whatever it takes, right?

Posted in I was gonna have a pity party for myself on 2008-01-09 00:34:33
Paul, Thanks for stopping by for a visit. I believe now that I'm going from hurt to pissed I can start making things happen. Pissed can be a good thing.

Posted in I was gonna have a pity party for myself on 2008-01-09 00:31:41
DS Maybe this is happening to make me very clear on what my mission is. I'm happy to hear that the one thing we dont have is common is the struggle I'm going thru with my Son and drugs! Bless you! Thanks for the prayers

Posted in I was gonna have a pity party for myself on 2008-01-09 00:29:06
fox__flie Love and support are all I have left, I know now that I have no control over his choices.

Posted in Drug abuse on 2008-01-09 00:21:48
Cassidy- I'm happy to hear you came out on the other side of drug abuse. You are right it is a choice and my Son knows it, he also knows how powerful drugs are and somehow he needs to learn how to be stronger. My son will be the first to tell you that shit is the devil. What made you turn it around?

Posted in Drug abuse on 2008-01-09 00:18:12
kmalbro, I'm not sure what the lesson is, I have learned however that there is a lesson in everything we experience. Today I have thought about why so many drug abusers have been put in my path, I have had a whole lifetime of dealing with it. I have been concerned, caring and compassionate. I guess is what I was asking is why? Today I may have answered that question myself. It has to do with MY MISSION. I'm thinking I can help other parents deal with what I have gone thru due to the fact I have lived it. I have said I'm in search of something I can do to be bigger then myself. Maybe this is why I have had so much of this in my life. To come up with some answers by going through it myself. I am learning how to not let it destroy me.

Posted in Delusional Hearts on 2008-01-07 11:57:40
It's important for us to have many people that we love and that love us, that way if and when we get rejected we have many loved ones that gather around to comfort us. Always be in action that way our life will not be consumed with just one love but with many things and people. No matter how you slice it rejection hurts our hearts, it's just a matter of loving ourselves that much more. Dont ever stop loving!!!! Keep being vulnerable.

Posted in Darkness. on 2008-01-06 22:55:39
Stickman I can usually understand but this time I didnt, I think it must just be me. Happy New Year to you!!!

Posted in Tears in a Bottle on 2008-01-06 22:42:43
Was there someone that did not catch your tears? Shame on them. This blog made me feel sad, not the usual emotion I feel after I read your blogs. Maybe it's just my mood today!

Posted in Friends for never... on 2008-01-06 22:20:59
Friends are like a rare gem, when you find them you hold on with both hands. I have been so fortunate in my life to have many good friends. I spend alot of time working on keeping them tho'

Posted in Isn't Life Smurfy? on 2008-01-06 18:27:03
Heartfelt Smurf aaaahhhhh that's nice! I'll take that! I love you Difficultsoul!

Posted in drugs on 2008-01-06 17:37:31
Janedoe are you ok? Hello

Posted in New Years F-Word on 2008-01-06 17:35:57
The best way to stick to your New Years resolutions is to have some one that you are accountable to on a daily basis. It's amazing what a person can do when they tell some one else and are being held accountable. Good-luck to you! Cheers!

Posted in Let me go!!!! on 2008-01-06 17:17:30
In order to not allow some one to be your everything you must love yourself heart and soul. You must want some one more then the need for them. Love yourself!!!!!!!!!!!!! Put on a great song like lady in red and just make love to yourself, it may sound weird but try it. It feels really good to hug and love yourself! Good luck!

Posted in Let me go!!!! on 2008-01-06 17:14:59
That was crazy! I was wondering where you have been and by the time I hit submit you had written another blog.

Posted in One Day Ends, A New Begins on 2008-01-06 17:12:08
I am wondering where you have been? You just sounded like it was all coming together for you and boom, you are gone. I hope you are out there somewhere loving yourself. For loving yourself is the most important person to love. I hope all is well.

Posted in Isn't Life Smurfy? on 2008-01-06 16:05:14
O.k. Paul I'm easy! Cheers!

Posted in To my daughter, it will get better I promise on 2008-01-06 11:41:03
I hope your little one never gets to old to unravel in your arms. I would be happy to be your new friend! Looking forward to getting to know you!

Posted in Isn't Life Smurfy? on 2008-01-05 21:44:28
I would love to be Braveheart Smurf

Posted in basic complaints on 2008-01-05 20:25:48
Take a look at what is working for you and what is not and make the change. You deserve better. Practice self love. Once you love yourself things will change and you will not have to settle. Parenting is the hardest job in the world. I just read a blog of Hollis and I would recommend you go see her for a visit. Read her blog on parenting, it says it all, well almost. Good luck to you!

Posted in Too Busy For A Friend???? on 2008-01-05 20:17:03
I have read this before and each time it makes me cry. It it so important that we tell people how much they mean to us. Thanks for the reminder

Posted in Being used by God... on 2008-01-05 20:14:06
I have some pretty heavy issues going on with my 19 year old and I am looking for the lessons I am suppose to learn. I do believe whatever does not kill me will only make me stronger. I need to get to the place of enlightment soon. I am however keeping a positive attitude.

Posted in Some Great Advice For Us Girls on 2008-01-05 20:10:04
I love it! Every day sometimes several times a day I say outloud I am a beautiful, compassionate, confident women and the more I say it the more I believe it.

Posted in Job Description For Parents... on 2008-01-05 20:07:11
Sign me up baby! Very well put

Posted in Be Careful How You Live.... on 2008-01-05 20:04:07
I knew how it would end as well only because you always have a positive spin on everything. It made me smile too! I was just going around and reading blogs to get to know some other people and thought I really need some positive and thats why I stopped by your blog. Thank you for uplifting me once again!

Posted in t-day on 2008-01-05 19:56:19
I have lost several of my thoughts as well. I was told to write the post in word 1st

Posted in marie's little experiment..say HI, please on 2008-01-05 19:44:10
just stopping by to say hello!

Posted in Through It All on 2008-01-05 15:19:33
I so needed to read these words today! Thank-you for sharing!

Posted in Isn't Life Smurfy? on 2008-01-05 13:36:57
That was so cute, gotta love the smurfs! Lets get Gargamel and the cat Azreal to not be so wicked. If we all love them unconditionally maybe their hearts can be penetrated. What do you other Smurfs think?

Posted in Hell Is In Your Mind on 2008-01-05 13:19:40
I agree with Paul too, I feel hell is right here on earth, that is why there is so much pain and suffering. I can picture you DS in a glass castle. I would love to see your set of rules. I usually hate rules, but I bet I could live by your rules. I love you too!

Posted in Hell Is In Your Mind on 2008-01-05 13:17:05
I agree with Paul too, I feel hell is right here on earth, that is why there is so much pain and suffering. I can picture you DS in a glass castle. I would love to see your set of rules. I usually hate rules, but I bet I could live by your rules. I love you too!

Posted in The Beauty Of Love on 2008-01-04 16:31:26
Great post! Love is where we find it!

Posted in Why I love My Daddy on 2008-01-04 14:51:06
It's good that you know he did the best he could. The best he knew how.

Posted in Just a note for my Mommy...Blairstreetgirl on 2008-01-04 14:48:02
That was so sweet, You and your Mom are so lucky to have each other.

Posted in An Ode to parents on 2008-01-04 14:44:46
You are so lucky to have parents who care. I'm happy for you that you can see it.

Posted in Nudity that Reveals on 2008-01-04 14:00:54
DS I gave my career up a few years ago to figure out what my purpose was here on Earth. My mission for many years was being a Mommy, then when my children were starting High School I started a very successful career, now I am hellbent on my purpose and mission. It's just taking a little time to figure out exactly what the mission looks like, my purpose I have gotten real clear on just recently. Life comes full circle. My tombstone will say something that is similar to Mother Theresa minus the religion. Great post! As usual

Posted in She's not ready to die on 2008-01-04 02:14:05
I'm glad you stopped by, you can leave me 100 comments, I wouldnt mind at all!

Posted in She's not ready to die on 2008-01-04 02:12:34
I did ask Mary about the watch, she said it meant I was stupid. She was too busy playing with her friends. I told her I would get back to her on this. I have been in Colorado ever since. Thanks for the reminder.

Posted in She's not ready to die on 2008-01-04 02:09:53
I'm not sure what I was doing there, I'm so emotioanlly drained. I think I did something with the font and then I hit the enter button and then I had to edit. I dont know what!

Posted in California Laws on 2008-01-03 12:38:51
Wayne, where do you come up with this stuff?

Posted in Colorado Law on 2008-01-03 12:37:35
Colorado Springs is where I grew up and where I am right now visiting for the Holidays. I never have understood some of the crazy laws. Cripple Creek has stolen money from me and Durango is one of my fondest memories from childhood.

Posted in Driving Tips on 2008-01-03 12:33:24
Once again you made me laugh.

Posted in Laws For Frequent Flyers on 2008-01-03 12:30:16
Wayne I always see your comments on other peoples blog and you always make me smile. I just stopped by to say hello and get to know you! As for the flight story, you could not be more right!

Posted in The Prayer For Protection on 2008-01-03 12:25:20
All is well. All is well when we want it to be. We are the creator.

Posted in Consider This on 2008-01-03 12:01:53
I have only just begun to see things this way.

Posted in Moving Along on 2008-01-03 11:42:13
Now I can see that I need to meet Di too! Maybe we can all go out and play.

Posted in Always on 2008-01-03 11:38:57
From reading your posts backwards, I see you have become better and not bitter. Kudos to you Paul!

Posted in SOUL LOVE on 2008-01-03 11:35:47
Soul love is the best love of all. That was very beautiful. Thanks for sharing!

Posted in A Time Did Occur on 2008-01-03 11:32:09
DS is right, you are special!

Posted in Merry Christmas on 2008-01-03 11:25:45
Just getting to know you! Bless you!

Posted in A Question of Faith on 2008-01-03 11:24:16
My inner voice is powerful as well, everytime I argue with it, I lose.

Posted in All Alone in the World on 2008-01-03 01:43:42
DS I would love to go to the mall with you and Paul. I have been stopping by Pauls blog and trying to get to know him, he must be special because I see how much you think of him!

Posted in Thanks for believing in me on 2008-01-03 01:33:34
DS all of us should be so lucky to have such a friend and be able to appreciate them. I hope you are as lucky as I have been!

Posted in 1st challenge for me in 2008 on 2008-01-03 01:30:47
kmalbro I have not always considered my own emotional health. It is a work in progress. Thank you for your prayers!

Posted in 1st challenge for me in 2008 on 2008-01-03 01:28:38
DS I have certainly felt a bond with you, one day we will meet! I am gathering as much wisdom as I can. Peace is what I continue to seek.

Posted in MAKE ME A BETTER PARENT.....LORD. on 2008-01-03 01:10:32
Wow, that about says it all. If we could all just live by this. Choose your battles and let the children be children. I believe you are already a good Mother, it's a difficult job and sometimes we just need a little boost! Ask for help when you need it and always remember to take care of yourself first.

Posted in All Alone in the World on 2008-01-02 17:19:20
DS I have to agree with Pauligan. I talk to people everywhere and I get a positive response about 95% of the time. When my friends go places with me they cant believe the interactions I have with complete strangers. They always tell each other don't go with Lynette anywhere because she talks to complete strangers and it takes forever to get thru the store. When I go shopping at the Mall, I come away with the life stories of at least a few people. I had a talk about this with my Son one day and asked him, why do people tell me their life story when I don't even know them and his response was "because you listen" hhhhmmmmm interesting. I love people and I'm not afraid. I ask them "how are you today" and they actually tell me. I'm not sure why it is so easy for me, and then again I don't understand why it is hard for others. I have had people tell me that I have a light around. I'm not sure what that means, I assume that is a good thing. It's just a way of BEING Love the new picture. Peace my friend

Posted in 1st BLOG! on 2008-01-02 01:55:11
Cheers to you! Welcome to Thoughts.com You will keep your resoultions only if you really want to, you are in control of your life. Good-luck

Posted in w00t im back!! on 2008-01-01 12:35:33
Just wanted to stop by and say Happy New Year!!!!

Posted in Drunk and Blogging...Second Edition on 2008-01-01 12:26:20
I hope your not on a hang over this morning because that sucks! Happy new year, I hope it is a great year for you!

Posted in new year on 2008-01-01 12:14:11
Kmalbro why do you want to set yourself up for the pain and to worry? Why not turn that thought around and know that you are going to be strong and powerful. What we think about we bring about, we are the Director of our own life. Direct is well, and get lots of sleep. Bless you! Have a great 2008

Posted in Thanks for believing in me on 2008-01-01 11:48:46
ColoradoDreamin I'm glad I was there to keep you company on News Year Eve. I really love the poem, Letting go. I will copy it and read it often.

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