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Marriage
O.k. I need to write, writing really helps me get my head together. It's funny how when I start to struggle with something and I am searching for the answers they are brought to me, but alot of times I dont get it until I start to write. I am planning this wedding and I am learning so much,......Read More

Posted on: 2007-11-01 05:49:17 | Rating:

| Views: 109 | Comments: 2 | Tags: Marriage

You complete me
I am a little confused. First I think I have pushed my husband away from me emotionally and I really try to re-open the door to my heart and I start to have these heart to heart conversations with him and boom it brings me right back to where I started. It's the same conversation that he......Read More

Posted on: 2007-11-01 06:42:42 | Rating:

| Views: 60 | Comments: 0 | Tags: ONENESS

Understanding
O.k. I'm going to try to get back what I lost because of my stubborness. I have lost 2 of my biggest ahhhh haaaa's because I was to stubborn to get a little detail in my life. I have no patience when it comes to this shit. I call it shit because I dont understand it. I just gort another ahhhhhh......Read More

Posted on: 2007-11-01 07:01:36 | Rating:

| Views: 69 | Comments: 0 | Tags: understanding

Give and recieve
Now I'm gonna try to get back to where I was headed before the new ahhhhhh haaaaa. That's whats nice about writting I have a choice. Now about being stubborn. My 2 biggest ahhhhh haaaa's have been lost because I am stubborn about details. That's what it was. I finnally got it about give and......Read More

Posted on: 2007-11-01 08:28:45 | Rating:

| Views: 84 | Comments: 1 | Tags: giving recieving

Gratitude
I get it! Grattitude. This is about give and recieve this is about gratitude. This is about me being able to recieve and this is about gratitude for the message being there when I was ready to hear it. I got it. With all the ahhh haaaa's that have been coming to me in the past couple of......Read More

Posted on: 2007-11-01 09:25:04 | Rating:

| Views: 89 | Comments: 0 | Tags: gratitude

looking for advice, got any?
I'm searching for some answers. I didnt sleep well last nite and this time it's not because I am excited it is because I'm scared. My youngest son decided to take a walk on the wild side again and go into the very scary place again, I have never been there, so I dont know first......Read More

Posted on: 2007-11-03 05:09:04 | Rating:

| Views: 145 | Comments: 7 | Tags: drugs children mothers

CLEAR INTENSION
I didnt put a title in yet because I dont know what I'm going to write. I am just gonna type and then look down and see what it says. Thats what I love about this, let if flow and let it go. First of all thank you all for the advice and words of wisdom. It's funny how some-one you dont......Read More

Posted on: 2007-11-03 08:24:53 | Rating:

| Views: 47 | Comments: 0 | Tags: CLEAR INTENSION

Being in limbo, YUCK
a LOAD HAS BEEN TAKEN OFF MY SHOULDERS!!! Wow I can actually feel it has lifted. I want to yell really loud. I feel so much lighter now. Wow amazing. I have always preached about how being in limbo is the worst place to be and I have been in limbo a few times before. I hate being in limbo.......Read More

Posted on: 2007-11-03 10:29:00 | Rating:

| Views: 71 | Comments: 3 | Tags: selfishness

Friendship
O.K. I have been known to tell people if you are my friend and I love you, you will never get away from me. Well I usually dont let stuff brew. We are all human and anytime you are in realationship with anybody there are going to be bumps in the road. With me I usually take a few days or a few......Read More

Posted on: 2007-11-03 18:52:16 | Rating:

| Views: 108 | Comments: 4 | Tags: friendship

Getting uncomfortable is good
I had no idea what I was going to write about yesterday and just let it go and then it was interesting with what came up. I believe at that point the sub-conscious mind takes over. That's what I'm always talking about when I say "get out of your head". It is only then......Read More