I am wanting to write a book but I dont know where to start. I have so many things I want to share with others. I am a 43 year old women that others see as a very lucky women leading a very charmed life. I have a great life and I have created it that way. I worked hard at it mostly with my attitude about my life. I always have a positive spin even on the worst situations. Right now I'm going through alot of changes in my life because I want to. It's that simple, I want to.
I am married with 2 boys  (3 actually if you want to include my 4 legged child with a shiney black nose) Ryan is 20 Trevor is 18. I would have to say motherhood has been my greatest joy and my biggest challenge. I work on that challenge on a daily basis and suppose I always will. My children have been my best teachers and they have had the hardest classes and most difficult tests, the funny part of that is that for all these years I thought I was teaching them (HA HA).
My oldest son (Ryan) came into this world fighting he was born 7 weeks early and had a determination to live he had to fight just to stay alive and he is still a fighter. He is strong willed and determined to always have it his way. It's been tough to raise him but he is a survivor that will go far in life. My younger son Trevor is just a lover. Wants nothing more then love in his life. Trevor is very kind, sweet and extremely intelligent, when he gets it together he will go to the top fast. Trevor is struggling right now with a drug addiction, sometimes he admits and sometimes he wont. Maybe that is something I will write about. Talk about a challenge. WOW
Tim is my husband and he is the all around nice guy. He always cheers me on and lets me be who I am which can not always be easy because I am a real free-spirit and I'm sure not many husbands could deal with it so well, he's great.  We have been married for 21 years. He's a little unemotional and I have had a hard time dealing with that over the years but I have not given up on him. I know he will get in touch with that side of himself when he's ready to. I suppose that is how our marraige has survived this long.
As for me like I said I'm very much a free spirit. I love people and have more friends in my life then I have time for but I have a passion for people and I make the time for them. I suppose that is why I have so many people in my life because I do make the time for them. I always tell people if you are my friend and I love you, you will never be out of my life, I will keep you there forever, and I do. I want to do something really big with my life and touch alot of lives. I guess that is what I'm searching for right now is how to be bigger then myself and touch the most lives possible. I will figure it out.
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