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i want to cut
i want to cut so bad
i want to feel it
i want to see it
i havent cut in 4 days which i guess is good
but i really want to cut
i want the routine
pull out the razor
dip it in alcahol
clean it with paper towels
rub it over my leg
no pressure
like teasing
then push...
the first breakthrough is the best
the first drop that emerges from your body
it is the best drop
then push harder,
over and over again
visciously taking out the pain
i want to cut,,,
spray the bactine so i can sleep
cover them with paper towels becoming pink and damp
lay back
close my eyes
i want to cut
and i dont want to hear lectures
i dont want anyone telling me that they wish i wouldnt, i dont want anyone telling me that they want me to stop, i just want the sting. i am being honest, NOT asking for help, i dont need help. i need closeur and until then i need the pain. |
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Posted by trentbabe on 2007-12-12 13:09:49 | Rating: | Views: 170
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I wish I could understand but i don't,
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Posted by Beloved
on 2007-12-12 13:43:39
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I like you so fucking much. I wish I could met you I think we would be the best of friends. Please if you have myspace add me www.myspace.com/jellywhore
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Posted by Kill_Miranda
on 2007-12-13 21:20:47
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I wish I could reach you and touch your need in a real way that truly healed and met your true soul. Keep searching. Don't give up. Don't settle for the answers you are embracing right now. You've come this far, keep pushing. Keep trying. Your answer is there.
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Posted by Imhere
on 2008-04-14 15:47:10
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You aren't worried about scarring later on?
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Posted by mrsdragonseal
on 2008-04-29 14:21:38
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this is late, huh? oh well, i had to say something.......i think thats a stupid answer...no matter what the issue or problem is, you can make it through it without harming yourself. :-) okay haha lecture over....email me if you want to. :-)
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Posted by ThoughtfulANDKind
on 2008-05-01 15:08:08
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