How Selfish is suicide??
Its the cowards way out.

I know i cant talk. for 18 months is was an option.
A  realistic option, and an idea i had pretty much committed myself to.
It didnt work. and it was the best mistake i ever made.

Yeah okay lifes pretty bad, but there are people in much worse situations. And life is the most precious thing we have on this earth.

I guess cos im out of the situtation, you know.. I never knew her, thats why it sunk in straight away. I just cried.
Andys - Okay.... he was quiet, but that was it. No tears. And hes cried in front of me before, so its got nothing to do with pride.

Thats what I love about him. He puts so much trust in me. To me thats one of the best ways of showing someone how much you care. Giving them your trust. We are so open with each other... and... well everything about him is amazing. I know hes not perfect, who is.

" True Love is not Loving a Perfect Person but Loving an Imperfect Person Perfectly "

Hes not online atm.....
but hes over tomora :)

Do I try and talk about Kelly?
Or do I leave itt??


And erm...

Joe saw the cuts.
Why the harder I try to cover them..
Do people always see them??


All That Keeps Going Round My Head Is A Quote From My Pro-SI Days

" How Will You Know Im Hurting
If You Cannot See My Pain.

To Wear It On My Body
Tells What Words Cannot Explain "




I wont forgive her.

Stupid, selfish little girl.

x