View Blog    I Can Not Control This Demon tracyannshively.blogspot.com I can't sleep now for two days. I did try, I laid down around 2 am and was back up at 5 am. I am so tired but yet wired for sound. Agitation is not the word I am looking for, but it fits for now. I am so tired and ran down right now. It seems like I have been on every sleep medication under the sun, and they don't work for me. It's like my body is immune to them or simply doesn't respond to them. I can feel a crash coming soon. My thoughts when I am so tired and can't sleep go from why oh why can I not be normal to, what did I do to deserve this disorder? I can't control this demon. It controls me at will. It plays with me.     Posted by tracyshively on 2008-06-22 09:15:47 | Rating: | Views: 81     Email This to a Friend Friend's Email *    Friend's Name*    Your Name*    Security code*    Refresh Image                 Print This Blog Post     Bookmark: Delicious  Digg  Reddit  Facebook  StumbleUpon    Permalink:      Blog Comments    you did nothing to deserve this! I hope you get some well deserved rest soon! Posted by  roe  on 2008-07-05 20:36:06  Would you like to comment?     (Maximum characters: 5000)     You have characters left.      Security code:                                                     Refresh Image

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