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I'm through with this. She doesn't desrve the time I waste writting about her. She doesn't deserve the tears I've cried. I know now she never loved me, I dont think she knows how to love anyone. And yes I'm angry and that might be why I'm writting this, but more so I'm disgusted.
Tiff you think I dont want to help you?! Everything I have done since the day you said its over has been to help you. But its to help my girlfriend, Tiffanie, not a once was. You want to treat me like a plague, untill you need my new found money?! Now I'm not calling you a gold digger, hell there's no gold to dig ,but I am telling you its pretty messed up you have a hand out while your foot is crushing my heart.
You say you loved me, then how'd that end? You say you're trying to get your life in order?! Well that was supposed to be "our" life, remember? I will give you everything, never again will you want. Instead you want me to pay some bills, while you forget my number? Nah kid, I aint built that way. I thought you were my kryptonite but I guess it takes more than those green eyes to make me weak.
And to all my friends who followed my every pain, once again I thank you. You guys carried me through what I thought was death, and I know I'm not over it yet, but the hill is much shorter now...... thanks to you. I wont say I wont post about her ever again, but no longer will she consume my hand the way she has. It's time I begin to write about living again. I would be honored if my friends would follow those tales as closely as you have followed this one.
Love is real to me. I know it exists. I will find a woman who feels it the same way I do. I wont give up on hearts, and passion still holds my hand. Forgive this country boy for shedding to many tears on your shoulders.
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Posted by tonyrayhutchison on 2008-04-28 22:47:16 | Rating: | Views: 141
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No one deserves to be treated poorly. There is someone out there for you....You are now one person closer to finding her.
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Posted by girlzone
on 2008-04-28 22:59:25
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Tony ... I'm with you, I like you writing style more than I like the topic, meaning yes I will continue to read your blogs :) ... so WRITE ON and LIVE IT UP!! :)
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Posted by EasyToSay
on 2008-04-28 23:42:37
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Ofcourse we'll keep coming back to your posts Tony, you express yourself beautifully. I'm really glad that you havent given up on love. That shows true strength. Keep writing :) And any time you want to shed the tears, we're here for you ...
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Posted by angelwings
on 2008-04-29 01:06:26
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I see you grow stronger everyday, Tony. This one feels like the strongest yet. I know it will be hard not to pick at your newly-formed scabs, but hang in there - we are all here.
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Posted by BootLady
on 2008-04-29 08:58:34
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Way to go, tony! Another step towards a new and improved you. No need to ask for forgivness though, that's what friends are for. And I look forward to reading your future work.
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Posted by spiritualcoma
on 2008-04-29 11:43:01
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Nothing to forgive sweetheart. i am just glad your on the road to happiness again xxx
love you x
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Posted by missmarie
on 2008-04-29 19:51:03
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I'm glad you were able to write this. Give yourself time to heal. I have learned time really does heal all wounds.
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Posted by prelude2it
on 2008-04-30 14:18:33
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Tony,
She loved you the only way she knew how...Screwed up as it ended...Please don't hate her and feel she never cared...Just read all the other blogs about the love that left others, and the marriages that fall out of love....Shit happens and people are always thinking that "the grass will be greener on the other side", and find out later that it isn't.....
Vent all you need to and know that we are hear for you.....
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Posted by Hollis
on 2008-04-30 16:34:56
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so u really r happy for havin friends......
oh u do hav gud friends.........i knew that
but this was so unlike u
this is wot u shud continue........
living
(but no smiles)
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Posted by thoughtXpress
on 2008-07-15 02:11:00
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