oh great a secret within a secret.... dayum Buddy.... lmtlsao

pfft.

you want a secret? Should I lay it all out right here for the world to see? Should I be the spectacle I once was and let my life be the entertainment to which others pass judgement? as they did on us? as they do to this very day? Or her? or my heart? The very pain that torments me at night when she cant see, where noone knows but me. Do I share my secret, or do I just admit defeat and leave it "cryptic"?

Dear Tony ~

I think you do NOT lay it all out but in cryptic format... becuz in the end.... the FORCE feels it all...you know that!! So hide it away ~ it just burns the FORCE like a lazer!!

You know I LOVE you BOTH!!
I would do anything I could for the two of YOU.

its just me doll. still got some dark beating on me. Its hard to shake it all. But I fake it well most of the time

And you leave us hanging. Not cool, TR. Not cool :).

Brother...do you know how many times in the last 6 months I've muttered those words? And I'm still "doing it".......you are not giving up so shut the hell up.

I lived with the dark for months...and then one day I opened my eyes and the light was there again. It'll come...You know I'm right...you know I know your dark...Hang brother..you'll make it through.

"How can I see the light at the end of the tunnel when I'm blind?" ~~me~~