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I spent so long outside of living, just this side of death that when I had life looking me in the face I couldn't live it. I wanted so badly to share who I am now with someone who didn't know me then, but I was scared to even look for such a person. Red made me come out to play, he almost had to drag me to his house that night. I didn't think I would find someone there, I figured I'd sing a little and drink alot, probably forget to watch the ball drop; but the fates had another idea. In shining eyes and electric smile she made my heart stop. We danced and laughed, she told me her story and I mumbled mine, and something magical happened, I forgot. Her laughter and spark made me forget that I was him, her smile made me lose all the shame I held from back then, and she forgave me my every wrong in just the look she gave me. Friendship blossomed into something more in the few weeks since, and everyday I find more of me in her smiling face.



I know I haven't been on in awhile and I know I've been neglecting my family here. I'm sorry for that. I will be reading and catching up the best I can today. I love you guys and miss you very much.
Posted by tonyrayhutchison on 2008-01-18 11:14:43 | Rating: | Views: 120


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Posted by
bubblydi
on 2008-01-18 11:21:43
 
I am so glad to see you back Tony.
We have missed you hon.
Great writing as always.xx
 
 

Posted by
tonyrayhutchison
on 2008-01-18 11:27:02
 
Thank you Di, I have missed you all too.
 
 

Posted by
missmarie
on 2008-01-18 13:56:11
 
i am so happy for you honey, you really deserve to be spoiled by love x
just do me one favour sweetheart please don't ever let it slip away, hold on to it as you would any precious thing, and enjoy your self, don't miss a moment,and please be yourself ok
take care honey
we all miss you x
 
 

Posted by
lostandalone
on 2008-01-18 18:06:29
 
Its good to see you happy!!!!!!!!!!!
You so deserve happiness it great that you have found it
 
 

Posted by
Rajah1116
on 2008-01-19 09:33:33
 
TonyRay...now that is an explanation for your absense! good for you, I only hope that she is worth the beautiful soul that is you!
 
 

Posted by
Diaphonous_Me
on 2008-01-19 22:10:06
 
i'm so happy for you! no apologies needed for living my friend :)
 
 

Posted by
mymidlifecrisis
on 2008-01-24 12:09:51
 
Yay for you! You've been missed!
 
 


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