so last night went well, I had a few shots, tried to dance, laughed and told the thoughts crew all about it ,but it didn't last. I had to take a break from the bar, and it seems as soon as I went outside, I missed her. I had a beautiful girl willing to listen to me all night, I had the guys ready to play any silly redneck game, and the bar was really jumping. But all I did was miss her. I came home and tried to sleep it off, but everytime I closed my eyes I saw her face, her smile. I smelled her (VS Pink), I tasted her lips(that bottom one!!!) and being 'bout shit faced drunk I texted, called and IMed her for like  21/2 hours straight. Started getting mad because she wouldn't respond, and said some things I shouldn't have ,reckon that didn't help my cause any. She wasn't at home last night, her cell phone doesn't come in out there so if she's mobile I know she's out somewhere and since she wouldn't respond I figure the new guy must have been with her. Man this hurts so bad, and I still dont get what happend.