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Sho nuff I might be crazy! But I think its a good kind.
When I found out Tiffanie married that boy I admit it broke my heart. Not so much that a woman who I thought loved me has so easily forgot me, but more that I'm still alone while she isnt. Now understand, I am glad that she's happy, hey for real I love that girl all I want for her is happiness and joy, but I'm killing myself to be a good man, I'm working ,I'm back to working out. I am saving money for a future, I'm becoming more involved with my company, not just working a job but building a career. I'm cute (not trying to be vain, just saying what i've been told), and yet she's married and I sit alone.
Now I've put in alot of time trying to convince a woman that I am a good and decent man, that I will love her more than she's ever known, that giivin the chance I'd make her happy, while said woman still wont allow me to be a part of her real life. Now granted, she has things that she has to tend, responsibilities that she cant just walk away from, but she could allow me to be something more than the man on a screen.
I met a great girl while on a show (those that dont know dont ask what that is) and so I didnt sale (as Brandon said I had to concentrate so hard on "standing on my dick" that I couldnt stay in the sale). She took my call and laughed as I rambled how I'd love to see her. And then she accepted. Date on monday night. You like that dont ya? see monday means safety date, yup yup.
Boywonder is fantastic, he had the allergy test a few months ago and now I know what it takes to keep him healthy. I hate giving him meds, but I'm working on fixing that too. Court and parole have left me alone for awhile. Thats awesome!!
The trip to Nashville was great. And next month we're going to Barren River. September we do Memphis. Cant beat it can ya?! I get paid an obscene amount of money AND they send me to really freakin cool places.
Hard work and determenation mixed with alot of prayers and friends and family have made me a happy man.
Ten Grand by the end of September. Thats the goal. I started an account monday for that sole purpose. I want to and will have saved $10,000 by the close of business in September. Why? Just because I want to. I have plans for it, but SHE might not.
There's the update. Thats about all I got for now. Love on thoughtsters, and know I love you.
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Your plan sounds great.....make sure you enjoy the ride along the way, though it sounds like you're already doing that. :)
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Posted by Kaybee
on 2008-07-24 23:19:38
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Glad to hear about cutie patootie, allergys are a bitch but maintenence isn't as bad as parents think. I was on an inhaler by the time I was 7, I could tell my parents worried but it wasn't that bad to me.
good for you Tony, if you met her on a show she must have money, right? I think that's what I got out of it. I know what a show is but sometimes my brain doesn't process things quite right the first thought through it. Hope it works out for you.
Save that money, sweeper slanger. Plans are overrated, spend it wisely on things you need for yourself when that time comes.
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Posted by Katydids_and_daisies
on 2008-07-24 23:21:56
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an add on to the update:
I just realized I dont love you Molly. Not the you that you are right now, and maybe I never did. In fact just admitting that this was all a waste of time, like fully accepting that you for real never had any intention to make any attempt to be togther has lifted all this weight from me. This is crazy. Did I really project unresolved feelings on to you? is that what it was? I mean I dont know, it might have been. I do know this, something happend when you wouldnt even try to go with me, I think its then I knew you never would try, and it changed. You bore me, always the same thing, always every day, I can damn near predict ever line out of you, and thats not what I am wanting. Misery suits you Molly, you like it, but I dont want it anymore.
The addiction is broken.
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Posted by tonyrayhutchison
on 2008-07-25 00:45:16
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hey Tony, projected feelings or not, a bull wont charge without a red flag being waved about (just saying ;) )
I'm glad you have a plan, sounds like you are really sorting your head out, good for you honey, hey if you save enough money you can come for a trip to England yay! :)
You keep up the good work, you are doing a grand job.
Love ya honey xxx
P.S...i told you that you could do it didnt i x ner ner na ner ner!
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Posted by missmarie
on 2008-07-25 08:30:46
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Hey Tony, almost birthday time!!
So where would you like to go on our date :) ???
Loved your plan, I have a similar one but not for the same purpose of you.
Mine is to get my ex outta my finances forever!!!!!!
Cheers
Here's to a plan. Hey maybe once I reach my goal, I can set another and come visit you all! :)
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Posted by EasyToSay
on 2008-07-25 19:38:50
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"Hard work and Determination." You said it...it pays off, big :) Keep doing what your doing, it looks like you have a pretty good head on those shoulders. :)
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Posted by LuckyLuci
on 2008-07-25 20:07:06
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I think missmarie's idea is best, save enough to get over the pond, we'll be waiting. Where do you want to start? The London Eye?? lol
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Posted by tantrictouch
on 2008-07-26 17:02:14
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Just dropping by to wish you a Happy Birthday!!! Hopefully, you are doing something more exciting than me this Saturday night considering I am reading blogs on Thoughts!
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Posted by Meredith
on 2008-07-26 23:37:22
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I miss you!! Where have u been?!
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Posted by barbie33
on 2008-07-26 23:53:33
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i'm looking for chapter 4...did it come by this way?
;) hope you arent still hungover he he
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Posted by missmarie
on 2008-07-29 13:40:49
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sometimes those who walk the lonliest path lead the richest lives....
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Posted by Rajah1116
on 2008-07-29 14:21:48
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