It's a cycle I have come to accept. One to which those who know me best can set there watch to. I will inevitably go crazy every 3 to 4 months. It doesn't take much to set me off, and the product of my insanity may run the gambit from drug abuse to jail to all out spaz action where I pack a bag and don't stop running till my feet bleed.
I will go crazy.
But its also proven that soon after this "crazy" I will climb from the depths and find that the world ain't so bad.
I had felt a slip for a few weeks now, I warned LG and like most of you she knew it was coming, she's seen me do it to many times. I warned her of what all would happen, and when it got real bad.... and all I wanted to do was run.... she laid beside me in that bed and loved me anyway...
I climbed out. Or maybe she pulled me out.....
They say a man who works with tools will always have a job. Well a long time ago I was an electrician. Mind you I'm no expert, more my size afforded me a certain ability that other... lets say larger.. men couldn't do. I can run wire. Lord son, I can run wire!
So my friend Bob tells me that a lady he had recently hung dry wall for was in quite the jam. Seems she was trying to ready the second of a chain of beauty salons when the guys installing her tanning beds decided they had better things to do and left with 9 beds and a spray booth unfinished.
Bob called her and gave her my number.
I gave her an estimate....
and she hired me...... not only to finish the tanning beds, but also to be her maintenance man.
Hey mother fuckers read that again.... I'll give you a minute....
That's right!! I got a JOB!!!
Hey Aaron, yeah I get paid $30 an hour, go ahead and run your mouth about how I'll never take care of her like you could .!..
Hey truthbetold, you shit brick cock gobbling life hating closet fag, if you don't mind, I think I'll work on my family now .!..
Hey those who thought LG was a fool for falling for the hick from the sticks, I hate you. I will never accept you turning your back on her or condemning her for following her heart. You are miserable because you are to scared to risk chance. You may be back now, but I wont forget how she cried because of you. fuck you, fuck you, fuck you and .!..
So now what TRH?
Well fuck if I know!
.... but bet your ass the stipulation has been met and Christmas Eve when Jess accepts my last name, this ol boy will forever be indebted to those who kept the faith, kept vigil, kept praying and kept on well,... keeping on when I thought I couldn't (that means her too:p)
So I went bat shit for a minute?! What else is new?
.... Don't look now, but I think the sun does shine in this God forsaken state
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