trials and tribulations, I know I'm not alone. Tears on a staind pillow but you girls give me hope. Tired, and ill tempered but you give me what I need they try to heal my body... Read More
Posted by: tonyrayhutchison on 2008-04-02 21:55:00
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An ass, I am and nothing more. For what its worth Tiff I'm sorry. I should have been more. I should have tried harder. To many excuses and not enough trying. Now you've left me. I will be better. I... Read More
Posted by: tonyrayhutchison on 2008-04-17 07:55:19
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what makes you think I'll sit and wait while you try to decide? why should I hold the phone while you're out every night? why should I call when you're so busy you cant speak to me? or... Read More
Posted by: tonyrayhutchison on 2008-04-18 01:33:38
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I touch your face I taste your kiss I'm lost in your arms in utter bliss I smell your hair and look into your eyes two secret windows of heavens sky. Then I awake my God it... Read More
Posted by: tonyrayhutchison on 2008-04-18 22:06:55
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Tiffanie, I want to tell you about my day, but on the phone I just cant say it. I went to an old "friend" today, I wanted so bad to get high, to just have a few minutes of no pain. I... Read More
Posted by: tonyrayhutchison on 2008-04-18 22:46:03
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Red said "want to play cards tonight?" I told him no, that I am feeling alittle down and dont really feel like playing (I haven't told anyone about the breakup, up to this point), and... Read More
Posted by: tonyrayhutchison on 2008-04-19 13:40:07
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Okay, she's not really I'm just blowing off some steam. I called her to get the info for school and started on her about us. She tells me she does love me, she does wish we were together..? WHAT?!... Read More
Posted by: tonyrayhutchison on 2008-04-19 15:33:47
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so last night went well, I had a few shots, tried to dance, laughed and told the thoughts crew all about it ,but it didn't last. I had to take a break from the bar, and it seems as soon as I went... Read More
Posted by: tonyrayhutchison on 2008-04-20 09:46:47
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You say you dont want to be my girl, things got to complicated. you say you got to go away you'll come back to me maybe.   You tell me how you love me, how you wish I was with... Read More
Posted by: tonyrayhutchison on 2008-04-20 10:09:32
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Tonight I want to set aside my self pity, and write about the emotions themselves. I want to talk about how I feel about the way I am feeling.   By now most of you know of my breakup and the... Read More
Posted by: tonyrayhutchison on 2008-04-20 21:56:01
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Norman Rockwell never painted me in his pictures. Society never had a place for a mind like mine. I spent my whole life trying to live in a world that wanted me to be someone else because the... Read More
Posted by: tonyrayhutchison on 2008-04-22 12:58:44
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It's at night and in the mornings when I hurt the most, when if I wasn't affraid of hell, I'd rather die, when the ghost of my beloved(?) haunts me. At night, no matter how tired I am, no matter... Read More
Posted by: tonyrayhutchison on 2008-04-23 09:44:08
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"What should I do with your brothers poker chips" she said, as cool as if we never were lovers. I told her to keep them, he doesn't care. She said "I also have some clothes, and... Read More
Posted by: tonyrayhutchison on 2008-04-25 00:48:14
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Several threads were posted in the forums about love. One was asking about falling in, then out of love. After reading several of the replies, wlamebull stated that alot of the time people think... Read More
Posted by: tonyrayhutchison on 2008-04-27 02:12:57
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you wont let me live it down no deeds put to rest I know I said some hurtful things but I figured we would last. In hell I'd gladly walk carrying you if need be but to many tears in... Read More
Posted by: tonyrayhutchison on 2008-04-27 13:40:04
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I'm through with this. She doesn't desrve the time I waste writting about her. She doesn't deserve the tears I've cried. I know now she never loved me, I dont think she knows how to love anyone.... Read More
Posted by: tonyrayhutchison on 2008-04-28 22:47:16
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She cries" momma why aint daddy here" I try to hide my pain "daddy called and said he's working, that he'd have to come another day" Fine you left me, thats okay... Read More
Posted by: tonyrayhutchison on 2008-04-29 18:33:57
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two star crossed lovers worlds apart both broken angels of loves lost tired and yearning, a moment of chance they find each other no matter the distance Lonely, she confesses and he... Read More
Posted by: tonyrayhutchison on 2008-04-30 21:47:45
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