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I wrote this awhile ago, when I was strung out on Oxycontin. I was listening to "Rooster" and you'll see the influence if you know that song. Also for those who know the pills, pay attention to the progression. I hope everyone understands it.
Got to get away from here
aint found a way to kill me yet.
Seems every path leads nowhere
20 more times aint no sweat.
Feel the cut across my head
aint found a way to kill me yet.
I broke my life onto a mirror
See me in delirium
Hallowed by the habit true
just 40 times more should do.
My face is numb, eyes go blind
there goes another addict.
Mirror, mirror cant you see
this aint the f___ing life for me
break away insanity
you cant kill me yet!
One more 80 ought to do,
tempting tonight deaths debt.
Broken, look whats left of me
Lonesome
no more friends to see.
I hate to be this way
being sick with it everyday
I hate the looks I get
even if they're in my head
I hate to be the addict.
I'm so glad those days are over. Being clean sucks somedays, I'm not going to lie, but I'm not sick anymore, I'm not chasing down a fix. I function, and thats what I always wanted in the first place.
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Posted by tonyrayhutchison on 2007-12-23 14:26:41 | Rating: | Views: 111
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