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hall lover
i've seen her walk around twice. alone. as i, want to be with her. we are alike. by ourselves, unfitted, the out of place image in the" what's wrong with this picture" drawings. sit in the hall back against the spine biting lockers. i wonder if she feels......Read More

Posted on: 2009-06-03 13:14:36 | Rating:

| Views: 27 | Comments: 0 | Tags: hall school alone seeking a friend sad wishful poetry

scrambled
i only have all of april & may left- 2 months. just about 56 days. this much left. and it's a little, but alot when your drowning, every minute. survival is impossible for me. my mind is too encased in weak, but troubling sets. hyperventilation. trudging in......Read More

Posted on: 2009-06-03 13:26:39 | Rating:

| Views: 25 | Comments: 0 | Tags: school poetry hated place get me outta here! sad help thoughts

away i die
die away die away i'm becoming apart of decay die away die away on the ground my drained emotions thrown out for display words of comfort a sham nothing left to say die away die away like the way of a smoker the cigarette choking to a death my heart......Read More

Posted on: 2009-06-07 13:58:03 | Rating:

| Views: 52 | Comments: 4 | Tags: death poem depressed lonely useless life poetry sad

afternoons
all alone no one but me & the cloudless sky, grass, and naked trees. leaves scattered on the ground distant cars is a hollow sound. the sun bakes my cheeks wishing for a cloud....Read More

Posted on: 2009-06-07 14:00:52 | Rating:

| Views: 21 | Comments: 0 | Tags: alone short poem poetry nature observant a bitter sweet peace

wedding vows are meaningless.
together they're like alley cats, unlike magnets they don't attract, their bond is no longer intact, a denied fact, a denied fact. was there ever a time with love, with light shining down from above, and their hearts peaceful like a dove, a mystery, a mystery. angry......Read More

Posted on: 2009-06-07 14:04:58 | Rating:

| Views: 29 | Comments: 0 | Tags: marriage love stupid parents fighting monotetra

blue dreamers
a pair of blue parakeets behind iron bars sleep under a blanket instead of stars they wish to fly away to a place that's never gray their small humble cage isn't where they want to stay the blue birds aspire to go back to their home full of greenery the place with......Read More

Posted on: 2009-06-07 14:08:56 | Rating:

| Views: 25 | Comments: 0 | Tags: birds captivity poem poetry hoping wishing freedom caged

jerami the thinker: life
life is pointless life is short why do we or the individuals obey authority are they too afraid lazy unmotivated why not take advantage of life life is too dull take it easy enjoy been there nothing to enjoy @ the moment oh sigh ...Read More

Posted on: 2009-06-07 14:14:48 | Rating:

| Views: 21 | Comments: 0 | Tags: jerami thoughts thinker life pointless authority why how

jerami the thinker: life continued
to attempt to answer my last question. we are afraid to leave things behind our little rut of comfort we encircle we have been encircling our entire lives we are afraid of the unknown if we let go of the rope that ties us in with the rest of the conformed and the plans......Read More

Posted on: 2009-06-07 14:24:33 | Rating:

| Views: 33 | Comments: 0 | Tags: jerami thoughts thinker life pointless conformity escape weak soul commitment afraid fear

sylvia, i finally learned to spell your name
once possessed a lively heart her eyes not laid to sleep in the light a happy dog was she jumping up to reach the table edge dinner scraps flung to the floor such an eager hungry dog was she tail a flickering candle barks self announcing strong and loud was she......Read More