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tobi's Blogs in October 2008

there are rose petals in nirvana
the aged houses and the sinking telephone wires passed through her frozen eyes. riding the 4 wheeled yellow beast to a place where a mom threw clocks at the screaming dad. her head pressed against the scratched window like a dead rose being preserved in a book ratted as the the......Read More

Posted on: 2008-10-03 00:19:06 | Rating:

| Views: 111 | Comments: 0 | Tags: nirvana depressing depressed suffocation roses petals bus school life sad dreams

Selena
every time u say her name my stomach becomes a rotten apple left for the soup kitchen her name like a sharp thin blade that slices through the frozen air and eventually ends up cutting my insides makes me want to die and wish you never remembered me. you just keep......Read More

Posted on: 2008-10-04 00:29:06 | Rating:

| Views: 79 | Comments: 3 | Tags: names name life confidence shadow salena insecure jealousy envy sad

seeing through tinted windows
through the solid barrier i can see your true self. I know what you say is not what you think. How you act doesn't match your sweet words. hypnotized into jumping into your pools of lies, i never seem to hit the bottom. endlessly dropping down. this place dry of truth.......Read More

Posted on: 2008-10-06 23:28:47 | Rating:

| Views: 77 | Comments: 2 | Tags: frog fairy tale prince poem mad angry lies truth

not feeling so well
take me away from this foul place pull me up from the penniless well invite me through the doors, under the bridge away from this broken out hell give me no wings to fly above no love to microwave my heartbeat death may turn out to be ever so sweet ...Read More

Posted on: 2008-10-27 23:23:00 | Rating:

| Views: 66 | Comments: 3 | Tags: hell death suicide lonely depressed poem

fearful knowledge
what i hear what i've been told is not what i see and not what you do could this all be hidden written in a dead language the more i think the more i sink down deeper down deeper lies keep getting steeper b/c what the voices tell me dont match your......Read More

Posted on: 2008-10-27 23:23:38 | Rating:

| Views: 65 | Comments: 0 | Tags: fear truth lies friends life poem sad seeing lying hate dogs confusing

tires, flowers, parakeets, and an old senile man
tired,tired as a flat tire living, living like a wilting flower shut my eyes, shut my eyes seal away the light of day alone in bed, head is dead of all the troubling voices free, free as a pet parakeet losing, losing like an old senile man the soul is perished the brain......Read More

Posted on: 2008-10-27 23:35:50 | Rating:

| Views: 78 | Comments: 0 | Tags: tire flower wilting seal away sad pills old ma senile wrist cutting poem help helpless hopeless parakeet oranges life water bird animals