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i went to my mothers house to say hello thursday after work and they were packing to go camping so i ran home grabbed some clothes and met them out there. it was great to be around my family again, ive harbored so much pain and trauma for too too many years. i got along with everyone and had a good time.
i REALLY enjoyed driving their new boat around. especially with kids in tow on a tube... i make it fun, and know just when to whip them that little extra that moves us to the next persons turn :) SO fun. i also got to wakeboard a little so that was nice but the boat isnt setup for a big wake and doesnt have a tower, still fun though.
i took my brother on a vision quest of sorts... a 1 hour hike around basically leading the way being positive and having fun and showing him life doesnt suck. hes 12 and having a rough time... the same type of rough time im just now recovering from at 25. his dad was 'my' dad too, and hes no dad at all. so andrew needs my influence to learn about life.
we ended up with 19 tents and about 75 mexicans.. and me and my mom and sister as the only white folks. thats how i grew up, it was interesting to ber back in it. the food is good!
i came home early just a bit sunburned. i want to see some fireworks tonight, maybe. i cant decide if i should go it alone and pick a place to chill and watch them. i truly get the most enjoyment when im enjoying things with others. thats why this whole being alone thing is so akward. i could go alone, enjoy them, and head home... but with no one to talk to or experience life with it feels so empty.
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Posted by timeme on 2009-07-04 18:32:50 | Rating: | Views: 15
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