a place for my thoughts. this should be interesting to actually get things out in word form.
im going through a positive transformation into a more controlled, positive, and intentional person. not overnight, and this isn't day one. im a nice guy, and always have......Read More
does anyone know what theyre doing? most people seem to have it figured out to some degree. my entire world disappeared so im starting over again at 25.
work:
part time shooting high school senior portraits
part time driving around the bay delivering pallets for my mothers......Read More
this apartment was full of life (and furniture) just two weeks ago. my fiance and her son left. i was dada for the first year of his life. i love them both dearly. my depression took over and i failed as a partner. and now shes gone, they are gone. im starting......Read More
the universse responds when you're open to it. im working to open my 4th chakra and accept life and love and happiness. only when that happens will the rest fall into place. im achieving a certain peace within myself, but again i want to open up and accept the love the universe......Read More
i went to my mothers house to say hello thursday after work and they were packing to go camping so i ran home grabbed some clothes and met them out there. it was great to be around my family again, ive harbored so much pain and trauma for too too many years. i got along with everyone......Read More
i took my little brother (12) on a hike while we were camping. he is such a troubled little man for just being 12. i suppose i was as well.
i turned all his negative comments into positive moments. expressed to him that killing things really isnt fun. life is......Read More
i read a little and intend to do more later (The Mandala of Being - Richard Moss) i like this book, i just finished the Power of Now - Eckhart Tolle and it feels like a good follow up so far, diving a bit deeper.
i did some yoga and basic meditation and stretching while watching youtube......Read More
i need to pay off the last of the bills and end services. i need to move out of this apartment and clean it.
im not too sure about moving to my moms. im avoiding it and delaying it as much as possible. i havent lived there in 8 years, and with good reason. this time......Read More
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