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Why am I so Pathetic??
I don't know why I am still in this relationship after the past year and some time that I have gone through the same bull with the same retarded person getting in the way. Why am I still here taking it? Why can't I let go?
Life has lead me thru some realyl tough times, I dealth with so many harshships that I can't understand why I don't get a break in life.
Thought I found Mr Right, Mr Nice guy, but little did I know that he would be such a controlling and self centred freak?  He cares more about basketball then anything else in life, I really wonder if even more than me
He missed my Birthday last year because he had a basketball tourney in Waterloo and I couldn't go b/c apparently he claims he commited to it and he wanted some time to himself
What's the point of a relationship if you don't get to share your time with the person you care about? You keep secrets and hide behind so many faces?
The mask I wish I could wear would be a cold, self centred, strong,focused solely on myself and able to not give 2  craps when I see I am hurting the person I supposedly love

So tell me, why do you think I'm still here?
Posted by tigerluv on 2008-01-30 22:11:36 | Rating: n/a | Views: 76


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Posted by
LifeIsntSimple
on 2008-01-31 03:58:24
 
Hun, first let me say thanks for ur comments on my post. I got rid! & feel great cause of it. Re ur post above, hun, sometimes we stay with people cause its safe and secure and cause of THAT biggie.. Love. If he's being an arse, and not paying u the attention he should be, then honestly? Get out. I know its easier said than done, cause when u love someone, u go to the ends of the earth to make it work. But HE has to feel the same too... See if u can pay very little attention to him over the next few days/week or so. No matter how hard it is for u. It will tell u 1 of 2 things; either he is crazy about U but just a typical bloke. Or he isnt into u as much as he should be, in which case u should boot him out! I know its easier said than done, but dont be so hard on urself. This is what they call "life". Tk it easy. xxx
 
 

Posted by
MissBB
on 2008-02-01 05:26:44
 
hi hunni, your not pathedic your heart is just conflicting with your mind and the hardest decision you will make is this decision here, but from all your pain that is evident through your written words you need to leave.
you are sso special and beauitiful in soo soo many ways that he is just not good enough for your needs and regarldess of the word and emphasis of selfishness, you need to be selfish here, you deserve to be happy..
i wish you all the best and im here if you need ot talk more.
leave and get out and never look back, there is a heart out there that will love you in more ways then you edver thought possible.
and its not with this heart here,be happy you deserve it, and dont think about anything else.
 
 


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