24764 Blog Feed: tigerluv 2008-06-17 07:06:56 tigerluv Your e-mail address 61898 2008-02-11 00:53:53 I wish you could see how you treat me
I wish you could walk in my shoes and see how you mistreat me
You are not a man
You are a coward
Hiding behind a face that gives false hopes and dreams
One who's tongue is sharper than a knife
Who words cling onto deceit
And nothing good every will be
I wish with all my might that one feel what I feel
And you could see what a loser you really are
]]> 61884 2008-02-11 00:27:22 I mean a really long time. 
I can't take it anymore.....waiting nights waiting for him to come  home and knowing full well he is with that girl
I can't believe he would put me in this situation
Have to take it
Cry myself to sleep
Not say a word and just keep it all inside
I hate that b,,,t,,,,
And him more for putting me in this situation
How could you say you love me but keep me up waiting for him?
I know I need to leave find another
One that won't take me for granted and treat me that way a queen should be treated
I can't do this anymore
I can't keep putting myself in this position and letting myself cry myself to sleep
]]> 58688 2008-02-03 10:19:58 'm looking at the face of a stranger...

yo
i'm looking at the face of a stranger
open ur eyes
i seen you cry million times
i don't even recognize
the person i'm looking at
the boy in front of me
my baby is an angel who u supposed to be?
huh.. lookie here i want you to leave
tears in my eyes i don't want you to see
i don't want you to breathe
i don't want to believe there's a person that you need more than me
how could you let her in? let her win
left me sleepless, slept with her
everything that you ever said means nothing, nothing
to me you dead.

give it to me
give it to me
give me my heart back oh boy
you're out of your mind
i hope that you die
i really hate you so much
give it to me
give it to me
give me my heart back oh boy
you're out of your mind
i hope that you die
i really hate you so much

i guess you finally got what you wanted
made me write you a song
and you can tell all your friends everytime i come on
that you the one that stayed up and take a bow
you took a vow baby how i hate you now
was it the time of your life
hope that you proud of yourself
and that even that you believe it when you lie to yourself
and i know you cry to yourself when you by your self
i used to stay awake for you and now i'm tired as hell
i let you in and again,
where nobody goes another side of me a part of me that nobody knows
baby you choked and you froze
you such a fool
and i hate myself for loving you

give it to me
give it to me
give me my heart back oh boy
you're out of your mind
i hope that you die
i really hate you so much
give it to me
give it to me
give me my heart back oh boy

you're out of your mind
i hope that you die
i really hate you so much

sorry for all the times i held you near
to me you're dead
i apologize for trying to wipe away your tears
to me you're dead
did you know i would have died for you.. for you..
did you know you broke my heart
in two?
in two...

give it to me
give it to me
give me my heart back oh boy
you're out of your mind
i hope that you die
i really hate you so much
give it to me
give it to me
give me my heart back oh boy
you're out of your mind
i hope that you die
i really hate you so much...
]]> 57433 2008-01-30 22:11:36 Life has lead me thru some realyl tough times, I dealth with so many harshships that I can't understand why I don't get a break in life.
Thought I found Mr Right, Mr Nice guy, but little did I know that he would be such a controlling and self centred freak?  He cares more about basketball then anything else in life, I really wonder if even more than me
He missed my Birthday last year because he had a basketball tourney in Waterloo and I couldn't go b/c apparently he claims he commited to it and he wanted some time to himself
What's the point of a relationship if you don't get to share your time with the person you care about? You keep secrets and hide behind so many faces?
The mask I wish I could wear would be a cold, self centred, strong,focused solely on myself and able to not give 2  craps when I see I am hurting the person I supposedly love

So tell me, why do you think I'm still here?
]]> 36853 2007-12-11 11:26:08 I'm not saying that I never lied in life, but once I've learned from it, I do not repeat it.
Tell me, why do pp continue to lie to the ones they say they love? Is it that they hope that it will never get out so that their loved ones will never know. But I know.So what? I cannot approach the person who lied b/c I was sneaky in my method of finding out. Should I just hire a private detective, photograph, videotape and etc so that I can prove to that person that I have proof of the lie.


]]> 36852 2007-12-11 11:20:39 Now I sit here, and I feel a doubt in everything that he does. My bestfriend says its b/c I don't trust him and that I havea every reason to.
I confronted that girl and she says that nothing is goin on, that they had a brother and sister relationship. I don't know why I feel such hatred and anger towards her. Is it b/c I have never met someone so ignorant to a person's gf's feelings and continues to go about life by causing problems btw us despite that fact I told her that she is a problem. I am angry at him to for lying and being deceitful. The worst part of this, is that I'm stuck in this relationship. I can't get out because of this feeling called love.
]]> 35538 2007-12-07 09:04:57 35537 2007-12-07 09:03:14 I wish I could find a man that treats me like a queen and not like i'm second best to other ppl who should not be in the picture. That doesn't listen to my pleads. I dont think I'm being unreasonable. I want a man who tells me he loves me, puts my feelings first and really give 2 shi*t as to when i'm down and gets rid of stupid b8tches that causes problems and issues in our relationship. its like taking out the garbage. Get rid of sh*t that is rotting and stinking up the joint.

A man who wants to spend time with me all the time and feels the need to want to take care of me and provide for me. Where are these men who can do this? 

]]> 35534 2007-12-07 08:50:42 I dont' get my bf, why is it that I tell him certain girls are trouble, but he just takes it as me being jealous. Its not like these girls are good looking or even soft on the eyes. But they are girls who liked him and want a  chance with him depite how long we've been together but he still remains their friend and knowing full well that its going to cause problems down the road , he doesn't seem to care.

And those girls of course don't give 2 sh*ts about me, they are just happy that he looks in their direction and still talks to them, because they will try to slip in when they feel or see an opportunity.

Do guys feel like a big man to have so many girls want them around them? Do they feel better that they are friends with girls who want them? Why you they do things they know their girlfriend would hate and argue about? Do guys really feel better that someone, doesn't matter if they look like a dog, likes them?

I really wanna know. I'm not trying to demean anyone, I just would like some answers, because I don't get it. I mean when I know some guy comes around I push them away and I don't talk to them, so why does my bf do the opposite? 

 

 

]]> 35532 2007-12-07 08:43:26 Have you ever known girls, that if you confronted them with an issue, they have the nerve to make themselves feel better by flipping the reality of a story so that they make themselves feel better. This girl had the nerve of telling me that she and her ex bf are close friends and that her ex's girlfriend thought something wat going on btw them but she told me that nothing happened. Well , I would like to say, something did happen, you may have not fucked him or made out with him  while he was with his current girlfriend but you lead him on to believe that he should leave his girlfriend and get back with you. So dont' tell me that nothing ocurred, b/c if nothing had, then why would he want to leave his girlfirend? It's not like you are good looking or anything... you look like a shit face in a man's suit. You also, are a hypocrite, you say you such a fucking church goer and sucha  great christian but in reality you are a home wrecker, liar, gambling and deceitful  C*nt!

I hate girls who know they are intruding or being intrusive but still stick their fuckgin nose in ppl's relationships. I mean i told her upfront she was causing problems but she still doesn't smarten up and back the F*ck off. And how can she not have any common sense to know what to do as a friend and to make other ppl's gfs feel better. You wonder why you are still single and I just don't know what you provide to these guys, you tell me that you are  a mature adult but you act like a child and like you are soo clueless as to what is going on in this world. Frig, you played ball all your life, how can you not know the rules, you just pissed the crap out of me and I hope and wish nothing but the worst happens to you and maybe then you will finally understand what us girls re going thru. Maybe you need to have more experience in dating b4 you open up your mouth to me next time b/c if you were in my shoes, you would SHUT THE F*CK UP and not say shit and just disappear!!!!!

]]> 35528 2007-12-07 08:30:35